沒有主題的blog

太久沒有post新的blog了.本來很想去睡覺的但是突然又爬起來不要問我為甚麼因為我自己也不知道.為甚麼今天會用華文寫blog.說真的..我也不知道.上個星期5回去自己的hometown發現好多人好多事務都在改變,有些事情讓我感到很傷心兄弟的不是應該幫兄弟一點忙嘛?不願意告訴我我也不會勉強阿,干嘛答應我了過後又做不到不是一次了..

沒事其實我自己最近不知道為甚麼脾氣很暴躁可能因為開始擔心自己的未來吧..
看見大家都擁有自己的夢想而且有些也夢想成真.而我現在還是個"米蟲"每天都沒有事情做.早上才睡覺每次我

最傷心的時候就是在早上6點多和旁晚6點多..因為..看見有人上學放學..真的覺得他們好幸福..所以我現在也在準備找一閒語言中心..我想要學好英文..接下來是法文..最近真的好煩好煩覺得如果自己在這樣下去我會瘋掉.但是現在還能控制自己,好多人說我是個有心事都不說出來的人而且表面裝的很不在意對我來說我很想找一個會好好和我解釋分析的人.但是最近好像大家都很忙所以不好意識說.

KL朋友已經沒有了.阿毛也回去BP過他自己的生活和前進他的夢想.不懂是不是我變了.還是長大了和我以前的兄弟門的話題都不再一樣了.有時候就怪怪的..不久前和我台灣的好兄弟msn一下子和他說了很多而且也罵了他,不知道為甚麼可能真的把他當成兄弟才這樣說的吧,希望他會想..

剛才去看了一個朋友的blog.發現她真的好愛她的男朋友.但是她男朋友還是跟她分手了,為她感到可惜lo.雖然是很久的事情拉但是她還是無法放下希望她早點整做點起來.

有時候我會覺得很可悲.我也是有個很好很好的女朋友.但是覺得自己好像很沒有用到現在為止自己還是個無業游明看見她為功課煩惱我卻甚麼忙也幫不到,haiz...其實很多時候我很在意很多事情都是不敢和她說因為我知道她已經為了功課煩死了我還找些有的沒的會讓她更加煩.所以就把一些話吃到自己的肚子裡面去了,我只是想說很多時候我不會哄你因為我知道你也不吃這套=P所以我們都很相信對方對吧..^^"臭Ahbi blek =P

對於我的未來...現在只有一個字"等"等甚麼呢?等我學院的院長告訴我interview的時間地點..可是...真的會通知我嗎?希望會吧...阿彌陀佛....

31th May 2009

Ahbi~~~Happy 9th month anniversary day ^^


Hehe yesterday and today i go my ahbi hse sleep because accompany my ahbi do assignment ya

so kolian la u><>

pengzzz...haha afther ahbi buy adidas thing then big sis and his bf Mr.Bryan go Midvallery then i and ahbi go Desa park city eat thing o~eat Secret Resipe and then afther we jiu back hse liao lo~bc ahbi got a lot of assignment want do lo

and she do assignment then i watch Taiwan drama o~nice ya

and before 10.30pm ahshan and me go eat "dimsiam" with my bro ,sis ,ahliang and ahmao at Jalan Ipoh there hahahaha very nice ya

and now this time my ahbi sleep already lo<---like pigpig o~=P ..then i come write blog and continue watch drama..

haiz...cannot sleep in.....don't kw why i will thinking about my future thing..like i plan 1st i go interview but i very scare because longtime no speak with other people already..so i scare not confident said like very nature =.="

And before listen my sis said his friend just flying then got RM4800 1month le><" 4800 a lof of $ le...i can lighten my dad mum and bro burden already ya...so i must try my best pass airasia..thx my family and ahbi support me ..i love u all

bro want start working already bro gambate ya.i very be proud of bc i got a nice bro.2moro back hse i want try call My sir for inter-excel ask about interview thing..haiz...wish he will let me go interview ya...all gudnite ^^

The day before yesterday, i follow my bro, sis,and ahliang go Pavillion GSC watch

Night At The Museum2:Battle Of Smithsonian

Movie just starting ahliang was sleep already=.="

I think this movie very funny la afther then we fetch ahliang go back cheras lo.bc he monday still got class..ahliang is who???let me tell u all^^

ahliang = 我姊姊的弟弟=我哥哥女朋友的弟弟

and continue said monday thing...monday very simple ><"i nothing can do full day sleeping and play PC but...i still got chat with my bro about my future haizzz...if i want continue study can~but...i don't want i want study for what ..haiz..so i feel i will go try next month AirAsia interview 1more if can pass then i will start my new life~

if cannot pass i want make sure want continue study or not~

i very scare pass interview bc i scare if i pass i to be a cabin craw i cannot meet my bibi everyday already =.="i very stupid right? haha~but we chat already nw i will try my best go interview airasia~~~AirAsia fast fast let me pass ba!!!!!!!

so ......hope all can blessings me...nw i want go back my hometown already !!!!!!

BP i come back now!!!!!!!!oh oh oh balik rumah~~~ohohoh~balik rumah~~~~

all my dear friend take care for ur self ^^

What The FucK Fashion Show><"

Yesterday and today i to participate a fashion show,but not any reward can take originally i don't want join this show but cannot bc before i promise the moving spirit(Crystal)join so i just can do it.

Yesterday my bro and sis(my brother gf)accompany me go OneUtama(1U)1st i go LG Floor of Voir Gallery change clothes afther then i go for 1Floor to meet Crystal and they start help me makeup and set my hair ><"said true i very angry bc... they let my hair return to sixth form u all see the pic ↓ U all see T_T"My hair......this is first day...

Ok~ continue said how about today~

yo~i am very clever~because yesterday before i want leaver there i go ask Crystal

C=Crystal R=Me

C:"yes..Ryan can i help u anything"

R:"Got..i want as0 2moro (sunday) i can set my hair myself ?"

C:"erm........Ok...sure,u can do it "

R:"Thx ya..88 see u 2moro"

C:"88 see u"

so , today i early wake up then bath already afther i start set my hair...wakakaka~so nice~

then today i go OneUtama at 4.00p.m then reach there today just got bro follow me haha~

then i and bro go Burger king eat ...but not eat Burger just drink soft drink only~

then 4.45 i go 1Floor today can change clothes at there =.=so today pic got ↓

So today hair nice right????hahahaha

but clothes same like yesterday -,-don't kw this is what "Fashion show"

before show i got take some photo with my inter-excel classmate and missionary ↓

2moro is Crystal Birthday so they help her celebrate ↓

This is my to know person Name is NICK lengzai izzit? ↓

OK la This "Fashion Show" i just go play play only ><"pls....

if got next time i make sure don't will go ><"

But i also happy because can to know many person at activity

Even though come back KL already but nw oso miss home town but at home town i oso cannot do anything everyday just go CC or play Snooker only><"so my snooker nw very geng haha ><" but nw feel puzzled la..

Maybe is want sick already now feel dizzy why the few days weather damn hot today i bath 7times already oso hot ...walao...the Earth want "Boom" already a? PengZZZzzz..before my write blog use english miss hongshanshan said "=.=what u write i don't to understand"haha then this time le~Do you know i want said what already bo?

This time come back KL 1st thing want find a part time job and maybe want to plan continues study or working so feel vexed la haiz..before go back BP my school the "explanation session" i think very nice already maybe we not better communicate that resulted in severe mistake This sat and sunday i will go "oneutam" do model o~fashion show but not any reward haha my all friend blessings me ba~

All my good friend ,buddy want take care ya.let ur all dream come true. Maybe i not good grumbler but i and a nice listener And last time.... Mum..dad..bro I Love U all..i know u all do my protector many year already now let me standup go ahead don't worry me ya..Muackssss...

i love u all dad and mum don't worry me and bro at KL live we can take care for ourself ^^muackksss..

The recent i very like listen 2song

1 is lady gaga=poker face and just dance she let me feel pretty and flirtatious






2 HAHAHAH i especially this girl ---------->>>Taylor swift

she sing " Love Story"
u all guess hw about her years old just 18years old only

yo!!!long time not write blog already..wakaka so today come update my blog..

i nw at hometown(BP) ya.haha before i come back bp i and mybro go my bibi hse there toyota shop o~bc my bro want chick his cute cute de VIOS lo... wakaka at there i and bro drink their free KOPI =.="bc want wait 2hour..so we nothing can do lo..drink free kopi and i oso boring so take some photo hahahaha..

this time i will come back 1st thing "go back my school meeting"

bc at http://www.ericsoo.com/ <----here chinese high school got 1 thing about me...very "gouli"><"

so i bopian make sure want come back..

5th i go my school at night 8pm we meeting haiz...all like want "galor"><"pengzz...very wuliao this meeting

haha.got many thing want said but cannot said at here bc wait got other ppl saw my blog go talk to my school teacher then i gou li liao..haha i just can said ......"DON"T WANT IN CHS"

FUK OFF This school like SHIT!!!!anything want $$$$$$$$ diu~~

hahaha,the few day at hometown i oso not do what...just find my buddy and some old friend go out "latea" and go cc ..very boring ..haiz....i think i very like "废人"

so this time i go back KL i make sure want find 1 job and i cannot let my dad mum and bro 幸苦

already..

next friday i do model le!!wakakak~fashion show =.="at one utama..but ....pengzzzz..not $ can take de...so xian la..haiz...but cannot don't want go le...bc before i promise they go already haizz...so nvm lo~go play play lo~then afther this time i make sure want find job liao laT_T

anyone if got see my blog and at KL want find job for me pls tell me T_T i very kolian la...

haha...my all friend u all want take care ur self ya....

last i want said about my bibi thing lo~~

hahahaha~chou bibi u want guaiguai hor~i kw u the few day very buzy do work but oso want rest hor!!!!ahbo bite u gouligouli~~~~and...bibi thx u tell me this word "Everyones have thier dreams.. i want to pursue my dreams just like others too."

MUACKSSSSSSS~~~~~~

帅哥and丑女~~~哈哈哈哈~ =P

Bad Mood

haiz..just at eriscoo there saw about my news><" 納悶...事情好像越變越复杂...刚听到一个朋友说"啊毛,打blog说很多老师的坏话"wtf=.="ahmao will write blog ~wa~then i think sun will come out from west lo~pengzz...if is true got write so hw????want said ur bad thing cannot o???be song???sohai ~ my friend ~~~~~u all said everyone can write blog said hw about his mood izzit?so if write someone badthing he can sue u???i think cannot lo~go hell la~u ar teacher le~not student le~this is common sense we got power write about our blog if u want see then see la~don't TULAN saw already want TULAN then want sue ppl..diu~ i oso don't kw u go where saw talking about ur bad thing la..if got pls la~send address for us la..pengzzz..very pengche~ haiz...haha said something happy thing before i go back hometown (BP) le~very song lo...go latea play snooker go cc and chat with my oldfriend.. very happy ya...but...i nw at KL already T_T"bc i want follow my bro come back ya so sad ya...my bibi nw at bp ya...but sunday will go back KL already.. all my friend want takecare urself ya.. i nw thinking i don't kw want go back this 5th bo...haiz...don't kw la..just see hw><"