Sunday, July 19, 2009

这几天我的心情..烦恼烦恼还是烦恼

好久沒有update我的blog了,因為沒有甚麼大事情發生..但是在昨天發生了一件事情..



就是AirAsia 1st interview...我.....failed了...我也不知道哪里做错了..haizz...之前Inter Excel 跟我一起Dec Intake的同学一共有10+个去interview...但是只有Chloe一个人pass其他的都failed..



我在interview的过程。。。开始是添表格然后量升高过后就到交Resume的时候..这个时候的我非常紧张因为之前的interview我就是在交resume的时候不过因为我没有SPM只有UEC但是之前我把我全部的Profile交给一个在Airasia的朋友已经做空姐的了他拿给Faharna看。。faharna应该是airasia academy 的Boss-.-"她说我的profile可以去interview...过后到我交resume的时候...因为害怕自己的英文不好不知道要怎样和那个人说关于我的成绩的事情。。就有一个朋友陪我一起去。。



怎么知道可能是我自己太过紧张的关系。。我的英文突然变得很好。。我不断的和那个人解释

R:me S:she



S:"sorry..where is ur SPM result??
R:"sorry..i got UEC result..
S:"UCE?"
R:"yup..bc i am chinese high school student so i don't got SPM result"
S:"o..ic..."
R:"but UEC result level same with STPM,before i got pass up my profile give for airasia academy
madan faharna already..she said i can try to interview.."
S:"o..ic..ok"

*-.-很象是這樣拉..不知道有點忘記了..因為那時候我朋友嚇到說我的英文為甚麼突然變得哪麼強

過後她就給我號碼牌346.....

過後我就等了大概30分鐘就到我的號碼了我就去了一個地方坐著等待著interview..過了不久..我進入了interview room..
裡面有3個interviewer.都是女的..有點老><"然後他就叫我把我的bag放在旁边的桌子然后开始start我一进去很有礼貌的说

R:"sorry madan may i coming?"
I:"ok coming~"

我就开始走cat walk然后他就叫我过去他那边。。
R"Good afternoon madan "
I"Godd afthernoon how are you?"
R:"i am fine..how about you madan"
I:"i am fine..thx"
R:"thx"
I:"can u show me ur hand?"
R"sure~"
他就开始看我的手然后说ok过后就叫我读Announcement...
过后他就叫我去另一个房间等待。。。我去到那个房间后不到10秒。。就有个人说"346"
然后叫我出去。。过后他之前说"thx for ur coming "=mean failed la...FUK
haizzz..then i go outside i sit alone at outside...haizzz...very very sad...i 1st call for my ahbi..

i failed airasia interview very sad but i cannot do anything just want try my best to find other job..i need someone give me comfort and need to encourage me but...haizz..maybe all ppl buzy..
所以心情真的很不好受。。可能我哥知道我心情真的很不好所以昨晚和今天带我还有姐姐还有阿良去走走吧。我不知道我可以做些什么。。真的不知道好烦好烦。。
我好像有点安慰有点鼓励。。

刚不久..我还和Ahbi在msn chat到有点吵架..我真的不知道怎么了...一点点事情我就要疯掉这样...
只是她开玩笑和我说不可以去云顶..(因为chongyih上云顶叫我去meet他)但是我却以为是真的然后就开始mad一大堆东西。。

可能是心情比较不好吧所以把很多东西都当真。。过后不知道为什么突然很sad很sad.....我ahbi突然叫我问些东西然后我问了告诉他后。。他竟然和我说"o..thx.."
不知道是自己想太多还是什么为什么要那么客气对自己的男朋友。。haizzz...好烦~
P/s:"sorry,ahbi haizz...before i very vexation..so....sorry...u know i love u d..haizz...very sorry"

这几天感觉自己好倒霉。。做什么事情都不顺。。。不知道明天去云顶会发生什么事情。。

不知道不知道不知道!!!!!!!!!!真的好希望自己不要那么快长大。。。。。。

haizzz....
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对了。。生日快乐。。小倩。。Happy Birthday To You...Take Care ya..

Monday, July 6, 2009

Life in my hometown

Last 2weeks i go back hometown (BatuPahat)

At this 2weeks let me grow up something like about my future and many many thing..

anybody said "future future!!!then got hw many person know how is a nice and better future?"

now in my opinion i think if you want a nice and better future 1st thing u want is $Money$

This time back BP meet many buddy&friend got someone let me admire him but got someone let me worry..haizzz...let got my 1buddy maybe he will do "father"already (mean like his gf got his baby already) but he now not any job and not $ to feed baby so they just can give up the baby....

i know he very sad but nw sad got what use right?if before he got a nice job and got save $ then they now can weeding already and we together go out eat he not order anything food just watch me and other buddy eat then i ask him

R:"oi~why u don't want order any food ya?"
S:"not la..u all eat ya...i not $ so cannot eat"

haizz..so i treat to a meal for him and tell him about his nw problem want hw to change his life

wish u can do it find a job takecare ya...

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so this thing let me think many thing ...about my future so i very scare ..and 2moro start i want try my best find a nice job and if can interview airline better la..if cannot i just can find a 1 job...

at BP still to happen something like my other buddy..raymond..haizzz...raymond take care ya..u always is my buddy..

other then badthing oso got to happen some thing funny thing ...

like my buddy "AhTang"eat KFC cry ya..haha and my hse got a big durian 4KG><"

and manymany funny thing...hahahaha want to know hw about the all thing????





TO BE CONTINUE。。。