Stop Stupid eye!!!

Stop!!!!!My stupid eye!!!open what water la..sohai a???

今天开始...我...不会知道...自己在做些什么...为了什么而活..自己？？？未来？？？？一切模糊..
因为我知道很多事情不是人可以去控制的..但是心态却可以控制...我会倒下？？？不~~~~我只是会变得不是我自己罢了..

我一点都不在意啊！！！我为什么要在意！！以前的我分手后都不会这样的阿！！李振豪你在做什么？？用你之前的心态对待阿~为什么我会做不到？？？哈哈哈哈哈哈我也不知道！！！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.......

今晚疯狂!!!!我要做Tattoo!!!!!!!!!!让这一刻停止下来。。。时间停留。。。。。。

明天就要回去BP了...突然想我家的房间我家的床...

birthday coming soon..i am alone...

Stupid Ryan Lee Happy birthday to urself....haha are you happy???i hope...

D&P Last day at here...

Diamond&Platinum

I to survive at here 3month ago..
Yesterday is my last day working at here..i do my all need i do thing and i try my best at close deal yesterday RM3900 is my yesterday mark..erm..got a bit sad want leaver at here but also happy don't know how to said maybe not need see the "shit face" haizzz..i can make sure i will let fire problem is u this shit..but nvm..also want thx to u let me know popular feeling is very miraculous..
so i start put yesterday last day pic..i got and all take pic just and my manager and Mandy...
bc the manager early finish job already so go back hse le..then this Mandy offdays so cannot take photo and they..nvm the manager not important =="and the Mandy next time i just take photo with u ya..paise

1st Shelly

This is my 1st supervisor..
=="i think maybe u bie song me but u dare not tell me...but u still got take care me at this 3month la..thx ya..anyway thx..

2nd Amelly

This..is my 2nd supervisor..
haizz..maybe i don't know how to "PO" u not like Trammy can ==i cannot do it..sorry..
and if want said u got take care with me bo?erm...i just can said sorry u not any thing can let me learn and not anything care me lo..bc u always find any small thing go tell manager i know ur "徒弟"cannot do salas and lose go out D&P u also not need "針對" me de la~got many ppl can see it u cannot give any excuse not just me 1 ppl bie song u..i just can tell u got many ppl dislike ur temper la..and not need worry not ppl want rob ur position ok?so not need scare...
anyway also thx u this few month let me know many thing ...

3nd Chris

Haha This 1 is my "師父" also is our D&P CSE..

Chris thx ya...At D&P u always take care with me and teach me many thing..

and u are here very very cannot let ppl know what ar u thinking ><"very geng lo and very cool 1

erm,"shifu"maybe u want removed from Trammy don't listen anything about her talking..100% no 1% can believe this 1 is true and we many staff also dislike her bc we know she is "WHAT THING"so u must becarefull don't know when she will frame u..so want becarefull before steven will leaver D&P also is her problem..haizzz..anyway shifu thx u ..wish u everyday "大單四"haha

4nd Mandy

ermm..sorry ya mandy cannot take photo with u ...paise..and i leaver also not tell u anything ..

u are my jiejie i know u also very care me..thx ya...

5nd Florence

This 1 is Florence ..
and the few month i know u very take care me ya...thx ya..u also got teach me many thing and let me know many thing but u also want gambate do work liao la=="i know if u cannot do company give u last mission u also will let company fire...so i think manager very care u so u want do best lo and life at there..anyway thx florence and take care

6nd Trammy

Haha!!!!!finally to u liao !!!!! Kan!!!this 1 is i said d "Trammy" join D&P 6month ago ....hi..trammy u know got many ppl every bie song u???u know what is bie song bo?is dislike!!u teach IVAN go "PO"superior u thing every one look like u a?haizzz..if u can change ur image and ur temperament u maybe will got many friend..and pls la..don't "luanluan talking anything la" we know u want "PO" superior but not need talk many not fact thing to superior la..u do like this u think not ppl will know?i can tell u if u continue do like this u will let all person exclude ..anyway thx u at manager face luanluan talking and let me to fire thx !!u continue ur "宮心計"ba!we tired not any free time and u play !!!sot !

7nd Sandy

yoyo!!!this 1 is Sandy..18yearold xiaomeimei=="
haha..and also very care me and ivan haha but weak point is.....ur BF haha~
aiyo~everyone know u very care ur bf la..haha i and ivan very admire u le....bc u and ur bf like mutal love between a husband and wife haha..but i know u and ur bf is live together already la=="haha thx ya sandy thx the few month take care me..and u now take care ivan o~don't let him let Trammy rape =="haha yesterday we 5person yamcha very nice ya..haha~next time we also can go out yamcha ya...me, u, florence ,bella,ivan ..haha~u want continue everymonth can do T5 and hope u can and ur bf can go taiwan travel ^^gambate..haha

8nd Ivan

Haha!!!fuk man!!!haha this 1 is Ivan Yap!!!is my brother now!haha~yo...i not working liao lo!i now u also "bie da hang" (忍不住)liao u also want fast fast go back ipoh outlet and don't see they play "宮心計" liao haha~jibai u..1st day come don't talking with us..haha then afther and me talk talk talk talk dao very nice=="haha~u stupid lo..before got a nice job u don't want =="come here just know before ur life is good le~haha~anyway free time come my hse here yamcha~haha and don't lose road already la..haha

9nd Bella

wa~~~~this 1 very very got "Weight" =="don't think too much i just said her position~haha
SHE!!!!is our cashier....haha!!!!"everyone scare her 3 mark"
just me...hahahahahah everyday kajiao dia...nenenbubu~hahaha bella u look like my sister will very take care me..i just can said if SungaiWang D&P lose u will "BOOM" lo..=="

so u are very very geng person and got power at here d..want believe urself ..haha~take care ya..^^haha free time we go yamcha thx bella BIG SISTER..haha 大家姐

last 1 Lee Foo

this 1 Our all "師父" mean help us to resize or repaid thing d 師父..haha~bc my 廣東話not nice so we not too much can said but the few days we talk very much le..haha my 廣東話also improve already le..haha~anyway thx ya...shifu^^take care..

EVERYONE　Anyway~~~thx to take care me the few month really thx!!!if i free i will go back find u all...take care....

at last take we working pic....

Don't Know How To Said...

Haiz...2moro is my last day working already...

maybe i really don't like this job and this is not my interest ba.

So i cannot to confirm to be a CSA..what can i do now ???i really don't know..

got a bit said if they to fire me at next year i maybe don't will said anything..

but now Nov want Dec already...got which company need ppl wor><"haizzz...

maybe i want continue study already..the few month i learn many thing at D&P and let know many about diamond , gemstore,and other knowledge.and let me know at this society and before at school life is very very different..let me know how to see all person personality..

but i want leaver this company i also think at there very like "宮心計" but i think at this society sure like this d..i want try to feel and to accept this thing..

now i feel don't know how to said got a bit sad and to confuse don't know next thing i want do for what..T_T

i cannot continue do like Kids already i want control my intellect just can know what can i do...

cool down cool down.....

hope i can find a other job or can continue study....if study i want study
Interior Architectur...God pls let me can do it...

下雨天==

这几天都一直下雨。。哈哈晚上睡觉是很爽拉。

明年我准备要去读书，感觉时间真的过的好快。。时间一分一秒的过去。

不想要再这样的浪费时间了。。

不想让自己再有任何的后悔。。。。。

不想要让我的未来变盲目。。

不想要让我的人生只是黑白。。。

很多不想。。。但是只有改变观念我才能够改变现在。。

今天发生了一件很奇怪的事情
我回到家时候。。一直找不到我的狗
不知道那个家伙把我家的狗放进我房间。。。我出门时候它明明都还在客厅吃东西(因为我倒给它吃的)。。
结果我回来的时候它却是在我房间。。我房间乱七八糟。。。walao..><"
walao...siapa orang o!!><"
raning now...very cool and got a bit feel want sick already..><"don't like this le..before i just sick le..now fine already still want coming ><"

haizzz...

今天..我沒作工..一整天在家都不知道要做些甚麼..><
只是在等我的阿珊小姐快點下課...怎麼知道..她星期一的課是full day的..到了6點多..
哈哈老實說是真的很失望lo.因為有好多好多話要跟她說..從我做工開始我們出去的機會就變的很少連見面的機會也都變少了..雖然我們每天都有sms拉..但是還是很想每天見面..哈哈

今天一早起來不知道要做甚麼就一直玩電腦發現..好無聊哦..真的沒事情做..也發現要找個可以談天的對象都沒有..可能大家都有自己的事情要忙吧..

工作上面現在暫時沒甚麼特別的事情..我很擔心自己能否被肯定..畢竟自己都還在試用期間..
希望自己能夠過這個試用期吧..作工後開始發現自己其實有很多缺點真的要改進..如果不改進發現真的很容易得罪到人..尤其是脾氣吧..

阿阿阿阿!!!李振豪阿!!!你已經不是小孩了..不要再少爺脾氣了..成績又不是說很好再這樣下去鐵定被社會給淘汰..

好想找到自己的夢想..說實在的有點好想讀書..但是不知道自己要讀的是甚麼..怕一時衝動選錯科目到後來後悔...以前的我總是覺得甚麼都無所謂..但是現在煩惱開始真的很多會煩惱我能給未來些甚麼,我能夠做些甚麼讓自己家人不必擔心自己不必煩惱金錢問題..好多好多的疑問

每個人都說如果甚麼如果甚麼我甚麼甚麼的...

我說如果我真的不必煩惱那麼多我想要去旅行..想要跟家人跟阿珊一起去旅行..放下煩惱好好的享受下...

這個是我的夢想....很渴望的夢想..