*梦想成真的感触*

突然好像用华文打一篇部落格..







"追寻梦想的脚步"好多人现在都已经为自己的梦想的脚步走去..







而现在的我却感觉自己好像白活了19年...好像米饭虫一样..梦想是什么呢？对我来说好像根本就没有所谓的梦想可言..之前因为有上课所以自我催眠说因为我还在读书结果..时间过得太快了我好像把它捉着但发现已经来不及了..







3个月就这样过去了..........

小乌鸦都变大乌鸦了。。。

感觉自己还是一样useless...该怎么办？我问了ahshan她给我的意见是觉得我不读书难道要出来做工以后没有一张文凭我可以做什么?我想真的很有道理...读书...我就问到我可以读什么..ahshan告诉我每个人都一定有一个事情是自己喜欢的....我想了想...想了很久我终于知道自己喜欢什么东西了.......

玩><"

我现在想起来我好像最喜欢做的事物就是打onlinegames=.=拿be~~~

根本没有一个比较正常点的事物..有拉..喜欢那种卡通咯可爱的东西咯但是最喜欢的还是打game如果打game真的可以给我成为百万富翁我就发达了...

后来无聊的我想到干脆去读关于设计网络游戏或动画的college但是...读出来后我可以做什么lin

haiz.....开始迷茫...interview的失败+上现在每天没有事情做好像保安一样人家睡觉我在玩电脑人家醒来我在睡觉..有句话说"早起的鸟儿有虫吃"但是我就好像是虫。。因为"早起的虫儿被鸟吃"

觉得在这样一天过一天我会疯掉...

真的开始好羡慕zhenxian能够拥有自己的梦想能够开开心心的继续读书,在那么多朋友之中zhenxian可以说虽然小我一岁但我们之间好像以前到现在都没有什么秘密我亲眼看见他在我面前哭泣沮丧..后来看见他拿到malaysia airline interview的信的开心喜悦还记得那天你告诉我说你打算放弃继续读form6...我为你感到伤心...结果不到几分钟你姐姐就来电告诉你关于信的事情。。那时在raymond的店你突然抱我害我吓倒下=.="结果你告诉我你可以去interview了。。哈哈哈我们当时全部人都为你开心了起来后来还一起去庆祝。。。

好快...这些事情都是去年的事情..看见自己的朋友梦想成真我真的好开心..当然也希望自己能够梦想成真。。但是...我的梦想呢？？？？？我还没有看见...这几天都好后悔以前为什么不好好把书读好..以前的我只是每天想着一些sohai问题例如要怎样去追谁阿..还是放学后要去哪里玩之类的东西...花了父母一大笔钱....出来的我竟然是这样的。。。但是我觉得我长大的地方应该是在于感情方面吧..起码我现在不会和以前一样对一份感情都当成玩玩罢了..现在的我觉得我真的很幸福我真的知足了...sorry...其他女生byebye之前每天对着一大堆的女生都发现为什么自己的定义那么的好。。我竟然没有动摇到我对我现在女朋友的心果然是好鉴定阿。不像我的一个朋友...haiz....真的是为他女朋友感到伤心...什么都不知道....被骗的感觉很不好受的。。。。o~mi~tuo~fo~希望你快点恢复本性

好了。。好啰嗦今天的blog好长可能是因为用华文的关系吧所以就说得不停。。之前的朋友都说如果我用华文来说事情或是作事情一定可以做的很好。。因为我可以把树上的小鸟给骗下来=P

各位朋友们我希望大家都可以"梦想成真"

18.4.09 1st interview day

AirAsia

haiz...today so sad.i early wake up just want go interview.so i and my inter excel classmate meat at Bukit Nanas venue at Renaissance Hotel..

today got many ppl come to interview cabin crew ..i think got 200plus person omg..

1st they pass our 1 pepar let me write about ourself..then later we want take the paper go to check our height and weight ...i 182cm and 80kg..so they like me very much...

interview want let our take our SPM..Resume..and many thing..
But..i not go exam SPM but other thing i all got and they oso think i can pass...

but...the girl saw all ask me " erm.sir ...where ur spm???"

i just got UEC only..>< the girl like want let me register so they call me wait and go ask his manager but ...their manager is malay=.=so like this...they don't let me register interview...
the manager talk with me said " sorry..we min SPM" pengz...walao~haiz..nvm la bc i kw this time is opening interview so will very hard ...and before my sir and teacher got tell me already...then afther i leave the hotel i go back my school bc sir call us go back meet with him...at 1pm so we go back... sir maybe kw i very sad about my 1st interview thing...so sir said " Ryan don't worry don't sad,my brithday at oct..i make sure and promise u before oct i will let u join airasia do cabin crew"then i just listen lo.. afther then sir wish me can do same part time job and want me improve my english ...he said if i can do it i make sure can do "kongshao(cabin crew)"he said airasia suka saya=.=" so i think i will find 1 part time job at KL and oso go back school continue my extra class.. haiz...today very sad and tired.... thx bibi ......^^"bibi so nice ya..kw today i very sad will msg me let me happy ...then kw i tired will let me rest ...bibi sorry...today not time msg u...sorry ya..thx u bibi... oso thx zhenxian i failed interview i call him zhenxian call me try my best at next time.. haiz..wish we can at airline together do work ya..take care my buddy.. oso want thx my family ...thx bro thx mum thx dad...i love u all...

Want go interview lo><

Today,just me go class ahmao not follow me go ..said what sick =.=i think is lazy want to sleep just true..

so i go myself lo...today class just got 9person at class><

and i sit then i write about interview thing...got like down:

1.Read Announcement

2.catwalk

3Group Discussion ---sing or drama

4Answer the question

---what qualities you have?

---who is chairman of Air Asia

---what is your weakness

---what you have learned at inter-excel

pengzzzz....then i interview ofcouse very scare so said very ..............................................................

then miss chong just help me change i want to said for what about question

this saturday interview i will try my best..

the few day listen about my 1 friend thing..haiz..very sad..

i think he will change as soon as...

and i want said to 1 girl "let by gone be by gones"

ALL~~~if i can pass my interview~~~~hongshanshan treat ALL steaboat

=P at here i want thx my all friend teach my english thx all ..especially my ah ba bi(bibi)~.muackssss.......

4.11(yesterday)shopping day..

wakaka..today want go saw movie de..but all slip like pig>

all 4pm just wake up=.="

then wait bro said today don't want go watch movie already said want go wangsa maju"JJ"buy thing ><

but i don't kw what is JJ then sis just tell me JJ mean Jusco=.=

pengzzz....i want go watch movie ...start i very sad but go there i very happy ya

so nice le~hahahaha maybe longtime not and bro go out together le so we go there buy many

we want eat thing..i and bro like drink kopi then we 1st buy thing ofcouse is kopi lo..wakaka

then next we buy many many thing got pic =P all nice thing le..hahahaha

then u all guess we buy all thing hw much=.=?? very expensive hor~~><"haha~

haha very happy today..

let me kw not need want go watch movie or go redbox just can play..

^^"wakaka.. i love u my bro~hehe

but night i very sad la><"bc i cannot go zhenxian hse party..><"haiz...

all buddy got go just me><"i very sorry..zhenxian..but i kw we will meet as soon as right?

want take care urself ya..muackss..my zhenxian tata~

my bibi very gud ya..kw my sad so got msg me console me..thx ya bibi..

wakaka very happy finally got my buddy come to saw my this blog already..wakakak..

THX ALL^^

what can i do?

2009.4.10

10.40pm


wa~~ahmao today start working already><"omg~i haven find 1 job
so boring la.don't kw i can do what job..so i think i will follow ahmao go do PC fair thing war~
erm..i very sorry all my best friend ya..cannot go back BP this week
bc i want go interview already so i want plan something about me.
but i will go back as soon as ya..
today my ahbibi~go back liao =.="pengzzzzz....i want go back laT_T
song liao lo~2moro u all go party...i at KL hse eat mee><"
today i saw many about hongkong ghost thing...><"
if all ppl want saw moive give u all 1 website
www.ykedwin.blogspot.com
very nice this website..omg..today finally saw my chongyih online le..
haiz...i think i cannot everyday like this la...just eat slip and play game nothing to do..
like this i will carzy de la...aaaaaaaaaa....
who can help me T_T"wu~~~



take care all~><"

Give My Buddy---->>ZhenXian

xian,i very sorry cannot go ur partyle. but ahshan will go back 2moro o .

haiz..so sad la..u want go there 1year~aiyo~if got free time want take "holidays" come back ya..

and u free u want write ur blog le..

today i will start write blog everyday oso will go saw u blog le~wakaka~touch bo~

hehe~so xian u at there want take care ur self i think u can do it bc this is u dream..

i very happy got u this best buddy..

i got many friend in my life got u raymond mingtack hansen chongyih and manymany..

but if want said buddy i think just got some only ..

so u oso in my buddy list le..before i very lazy bc u tell me many about u thing so i just can go study..

thx my zhenxian..

erm..then i think my english is very "gouligouli"but i kw u oso want my improve so i try my best use all my kw english word everyday write blog start today.but i think not ppl will come to saw de la =P

so..i at here said to u

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HappY New Year~

哈哈..大家~~~HappyNewYear~~wakaka...1st said yesterday...哈哈..我和我的joyce~~~去吃雪糕哈哈..大家猜猜看3粒雪糕多少錢呢???RM34.00=.="暈倒的lo...很貴><"哈哈可是不用怕~哈哈哈因為我的joyce有那個voucher...哈哈所以最後只是吃RM14塊..哈哈過後我們就去阿毛家..haha...然後只有我和阿毛去游泳lo...哈哈因為~有人沒有衣服所以只可以在那邊看我們游..挖卡卡卡..=P
然後就回家準備和我哥哥姊姊還有我哥哥的朋友一起countdown 2009年!!!haha~興奮的lo..我們給我哥哥的朋友act sohai act到我們全部人笑到神經病然後還吃火鍋..一到2009年晚上12點正..全部人都好象神經一樣喊到大小聲..哈哈..就覺得很好笑..過後我還跟我哥哥朋友玩比賽抽牌看誰先抽到3號...因為hongshanshan(33)...輸的人要在陽台上喊"方珊珊我愛你"=.="結果他抽到..我輸了...然後我就說"因為我很想喊所以讓你贏得"哈哈哈哈哈...結果是真的很paise=.="全部人拿著電話照相機錄影看我怎樣喊=.="暈倒...過後就玩一個很好笑的遊戲...至於遊戲的內容erm...很簡單的拉...but i don't kw hw to said la..hehe...then loser want drink wine=.="then all ppl can drink la..just mine hongshanshan don't kw drink de ...but she lose 1game want drink ><"then juse litter only ><"then ....哈哈哈哈.....很醜....哈哈.....直接......暈....醉....最後還吐了...呵呵...傻傻的...但是還是很口愛的la....哈哈哈...
然後睡覺的時候還一直被我姊姊的妹妹打到=.=哈哈哈哈
很搞笑的^^"

wakaka~ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!

HappyNewYear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!