好久..沒有寫了..我變了..

很多话不知道要怎么说了。。

只是很想说。。。

好多天。。好多天我都是晚睡早起就算睡也只是2个小时左右..就会被噩梦吓醒..每天梦一样的梦这是个不好的征兆吗.梦见你是很开心的事情..但是到了后面发生的让我真的哭醒...好希望被吓醒时你会突然在我身旁..可是..这应该不可能了吧...还记得当初有一次半夜我在你家睡觉突然做恶梦被吓醒吵醒了你你问我"怎么了？做恶梦？没事的.."还用这手模我着我的头..

一切一切的回忆每天就像是DVD一样播了一次又一次从我们认识到我们交往..一切快乐和悲伤都一起走过。。

我心在流血不停止的流着..只是想要换来你的一个回头看一看你后面有一个笨笨的我跟着你....在你烦恼的时候在你忙得时候会为你心疼会为你心痛..在你需要加油的时候会默默的为你加油..
但是这一切已经不重要的了因为只要能够为了你好要我失去什么都值得...

因為.....我騙的了別人騙不了自己....因為..我在你面前我輸了..我輸了一切..因為我愛你..

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給"好人"的話:

你做的事情很多人都看的見只是大家不說.不要以為你可以一手遮天..希望你可以改掉你的這個新的習慣..我不恨你..只是我看不貫你的態度..再這樣下去你的朋友只會越來越少..對你我只可以說不要认为自己说的话就是权利..还有请顾虑到你身边人的感受...是朋友才会跟你说这些如果不是我朋友我才懒得说.加油吧..我知道你可能是压力的关系才会这样..但是很多人真的希望你可以改过来..我现在不说以后你要改就真的很难了就算我这次说了让人家说我是故意找你坏话来说我也要告诉你...东泡一个西泡一个是我chongyih hansen以前最长作的事情。。但是告诉你最后都没有好结果!
你以为没有人知道你这里泡一个那里泡一个吗？网路是全世界的很多事情你偏偏不要让人家知道但是还是给人知道了..没有什么特别的意思只是希望你可以改掉这个习惯还有你的个性。。开始跟你聊天你说我的个性变了我开始也以为是我个性变了可是全来到了后面我才发现很多人说个性变的人是你..不管怎样我只是帮一些跟我有一样想法的朋友们说出心里话..希望下次看见你你是我们以前认识的那个朋友..

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萧敬腾--Blues

問你問我問他 到底誰對誰錯
不清楚誰有答案給我
總覺得自己角色太緊湊 只有你把我防衛突破
Could the soul of the man play the right kind of blues
不管傷口顫不顫抖
敢說就敢做 讓這天 沒有我 沒有你 沒有他 沒有愛過

問你問我 到底誰對誰錯 誰的答案都不會由衷
總覺得自己戲份太籠統 只有我把你的心看破
我想也不會有人陪我流浪 再愛也沒有
Could the soul of the man play the right kind of blues
不管傷口顫不顫抖
敢說就敢做 讓這天 沒有我 沒有你 沒有他 沒有愛過
Could the soul of the man play the right kind of blues
任顏色憂鬱我所有
敢愛就敢分 從今後 沒有我 沒有你 沒有他 沒有愛過

The few Day!!!!XIAO A!!!

This 1 is 27Nov2009 Ha~Happy Birthday Lee See Liang..this night we go The Curve "Sentury" Clubbing..actually that day...i feel very bad and very grieved.so i think that day i lose myself i lose my temper control..i just know drink other then drink also is drink..ahliang is very happy so....It's not respectable to be drunk on the street.then me...just got abit drunk..but..still can know what feel i got...this is 27Nov i think i don't will do drink wine lose my manner..





28Nov2009 today i sleep over..wake up is 3pm already..and this day i wake up just listen my bro said we dog want go "kelatan"already.bc ahliang his father want take dog go back already...we feel very sad..bc Ahbibi(we dog name)it very small 1 moment is our to bring up d..haizzz...sad~and this day also is my come back BP time....



Happy birthday To Myself..

This cake is my mum buy for me d..thx mum..i love u mum..so touch..mum i grow up already i know what can i do now and i want do for what already so u don't worry me ya..i love u mum thx
This cake is AhMao and Hansen buy for me d..thx ya..u all know i very bad mood this few day and want give me a big pleasantly surprised but i still very sad..sorry...but really thx u all..although not too many friend and buddy celebrate my birthday but i also very happy thx ...
i now just wish i can to achieve my dream.and i still waiting my love come back....maybe she said right i need give some time give her cool down and thinking...but i just want said i waiting for u...
haha~don't know is coincidence or chemical this cake same like before i buy to ahshan u cake right?hehe..anywhere...生日快樂我對自己說蠟燭點了寂寞涼了,生日快樂...李振豪..



Ha ha~pengzzz..this year i got 3cake le=="my mum said birthday just can to blow 1 cake only ...cannot many ><"but this year i blow 3cake already le><"pengzzz..haha this cake is "weiquan" buy d...thx ya weiquan haha...

Miss Lee Hui Hui



haha..huihui thx u ya..thx u water thx u music thx u many many many..haha thx ya..i know u cannot know what i said so i use Chinese-language tell u~
慧慧 KAM XIA~哈哈哈哈哈方言拉..神奇勒..榮幸勒...哈哈謝謝你的水哈哈哈..haiz..你知道我很不開心還想方法要我笑可是還是笑不出最後感動的是你點歌還叫樂團在這麼多人面前鼓勵我=="哈哈是有點小paise拉..但是真的謝謝你...哈哈..我們是好兄弟好姊妹..哈哈我的好妹妹^^"ha ha不要以為早我一天跑出來就可以做姊姊..哈哈...小妹妹 =P ^^在馬六甲要照顧好自己..^^"加油..



哈哈黃漢森當然少不了你拉..哈哈我很久很久的兄弟.哈哈~有福我自己享有禍你當...哈哈開玩笑的拉..我每次回來可以找的只有你和幾個人罷了...你和fengyi會沒有事情的拉..不要自己嚇自己...昨天看見你們恩愛的樣子讓我想起了我自己和阿珊在一起的日子..不管怎樣好好照顧她,你們會很幸福的...



Haha fuk man~~this 1 also is my buddy Raymond...Raymond thx u at my birthday come out and me go "海口" Ki xiao..and thx u tell me many thing about my problem and many many thing ...thx ray ..if i cannot take care myself how to take care ahshan so i will try my best let accomplish my dream..u also want ya...i know u now exam so cannot go out..gambate raymond...chong AAAAAAA!!!!!!muacksss...thx buddy...

thx everyone!!!!thx..........................

yahoo~~wait i want go out latea with ahtang liao...siapa orang is ahtang le???haha wait let u all know wait i take photo let u all see!!!!lengzai o!!!!!

TCC!!!!!waiting me i coming lo!!!!haha rape gao you!!!haha~

方珊珊,米修~ 米修~

專心做功課不要玩寵物了不要上網玩cafe了...哈哈..

Stop Stupid eye!!!

Stop!!!!!My stupid eye!!!open what water la..sohai a???

今天开始...我...不会知道...自己在做些什么...为了什么而活..自己？？？未来？？？？一切模糊..
因为我知道很多事情不是人可以去控制的..但是心态却可以控制...我会倒下？？？不~~~~我只是会变得不是我自己罢了..

我一点都不在意啊！！！我为什么要在意！！以前的我分手后都不会这样的阿！！李振豪你在做什么？？用你之前的心态对待阿~为什么我会做不到？？？哈哈哈哈哈哈我也不知道！！！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.......

今晚疯狂!!!!我要做Tattoo!!!!!!!!!!让这一刻停止下来。。。时间停留。。。。。。

明天就要回去BP了...突然想我家的房间我家的床...

birthday coming soon..i am alone...

Stupid Ryan Lee Happy birthday to urself....haha are you happy???i hope...

D&P Last day at here...

Diamond&Platinum

I to survive at here 3month ago..
Yesterday is my last day working at here..i do my all need i do thing and i try my best at close deal yesterday RM3900 is my yesterday mark..erm..got a bit sad want leaver at here but also happy don't know how to said maybe not need see the "shit face" haizzz..i can make sure i will let fire problem is u this shit..but nvm..also want thx to u let me know popular feeling is very miraculous..
so i start put yesterday last day pic..i got and all take pic just and my manager and Mandy...
bc the manager early finish job already so go back hse le..then this Mandy offdays so cannot take photo and they..nvm the manager not important =="and the Mandy next time i just take photo with u ya..paise

1st Shelly

This is my 1st supervisor..
=="i think maybe u bie song me but u dare not tell me...but u still got take care me at this 3month la..thx ya..anyway thx..

2nd Amelly

This..is my 2nd supervisor..
haizz..maybe i don't know how to "PO" u not like Trammy can ==i cannot do it..sorry..
and if want said u got take care with me bo?erm...i just can said sorry u not any thing can let me learn and not anything care me lo..bc u always find any small thing go tell manager i know ur "徒弟"cannot do salas and lose go out D&P u also not need "針對" me de la~got many ppl can see it u cannot give any excuse not just me 1 ppl bie song u..i just can tell u got many ppl dislike ur temper la..and not need worry not ppl want rob ur position ok?so not need scare...
anyway also thx u this few month let me know many thing ...

3nd Chris

Haha This 1 is my "師父" also is our D&P CSE..

Chris thx ya...At D&P u always take care with me and teach me many thing..

and u are here very very cannot let ppl know what ar u thinking ><"very geng lo and very cool 1

erm,"shifu"maybe u want removed from Trammy don't listen anything about her talking..100% no 1% can believe this 1 is true and we many staff also dislike her bc we know she is "WHAT THING"so u must becarefull don't know when she will frame u..so want becarefull before steven will leaver D&P also is her problem..haizzz..anyway shifu thx u ..wish u everyday "大單四"haha

4nd Mandy

ermm..sorry ya mandy cannot take photo with u ...paise..and i leaver also not tell u anything ..

u are my jiejie i know u also very care me..thx ya...

5nd Florence

This 1 is Florence ..
and the few month i know u very take care me ya...thx ya..u also got teach me many thing and let me know many thing but u also want gambate do work liao la=="i know if u cannot do company give u last mission u also will let company fire...so i think manager very care u so u want do best lo and life at there..anyway thx florence and take care

6nd Trammy

Haha!!!!!finally to u liao !!!!! Kan!!!this 1 is i said d "Trammy" join D&P 6month ago ....hi..trammy u know got many ppl every bie song u???u know what is bie song bo?is dislike!!u teach IVAN go "PO"superior u thing every one look like u a?haizzz..if u can change ur image and ur temperament u maybe will got many friend..and pls la..don't "luanluan talking anything la" we know u want "PO" superior but not need talk many not fact thing to superior la..u do like this u think not ppl will know?i can tell u if u continue do like this u will let all person exclude ..anyway thx u at manager face luanluan talking and let me to fire thx !!u continue ur "宮心計"ba!we tired not any free time and u play !!!sot !

7nd Sandy

yoyo!!!this 1 is Sandy..18yearold xiaomeimei=="
haha..and also very care me and ivan haha but weak point is.....ur BF haha~
aiyo~everyone know u very care ur bf la..haha i and ivan very admire u le....bc u and ur bf like mutal love between a husband and wife haha..but i know u and ur bf is live together already la=="haha thx ya sandy thx the few month take care me..and u now take care ivan o~don't let him let Trammy rape =="haha yesterday we 5person yamcha very nice ya..haha~next time we also can go out yamcha ya...me, u, florence ,bella,ivan ..haha~u want continue everymonth can do T5 and hope u can and ur bf can go taiwan travel ^^gambate..haha

8nd Ivan

Haha!!!fuk man!!!haha this 1 is Ivan Yap!!!is my brother now!haha~yo...i not working liao lo!i now u also "bie da hang" (忍不住)liao u also want fast fast go back ipoh outlet and don't see they play "宮心計" liao haha~jibai u..1st day come don't talking with us..haha then afther and me talk talk talk talk dao very nice=="haha~u stupid lo..before got a nice job u don't want =="come here just know before ur life is good le~haha~anyway free time come my hse here yamcha~haha and don't lose road already la..haha

9nd Bella

wa~~~~this 1 very very got "Weight" =="don't think too much i just said her position~haha
SHE!!!!is our cashier....haha!!!!"everyone scare her 3 mark"
just me...hahahahahah everyday kajiao dia...nenenbubu~hahaha bella u look like my sister will very take care me..i just can said if SungaiWang D&P lose u will "BOOM" lo..=="

so u are very very geng person and got power at here d..want believe urself ..haha~take care ya..^^haha free time we go yamcha thx bella BIG SISTER..haha 大家姐

last 1 Lee Foo

this 1 Our all "師父" mean help us to resize or repaid thing d 師父..haha~bc my 廣東話not nice so we not too much can said but the few days we talk very much le..haha my 廣東話also improve already le..haha~anyway thx ya...shifu^^take care..

EVERYONE　Anyway~~~thx to take care me the few month really thx!!!if i free i will go back find u all...take care....

at last take we working pic....

Don't Know How To Said...

Haiz...2moro is my last day working already...

maybe i really don't like this job and this is not my interest ba.

So i cannot to confirm to be a CSA..what can i do now ???i really don't know..

got a bit said if they to fire me at next year i maybe don't will said anything..

but now Nov want Dec already...got which company need ppl wor><"haizzz...

maybe i want continue study already..the few month i learn many thing at D&P and let know many about diamond , gemstore,and other knowledge.and let me know at this society and before at school life is very very different..let me know how to see all person personality..

but i want leaver this company i also think at there very like "宮心計" but i think at this society sure like this d..i want try to feel and to accept this thing..

now i feel don't know how to said got a bit sad and to confuse don't know next thing i want do for what..T_T

i cannot continue do like Kids already i want control my intellect just can know what can i do...

cool down cool down.....

hope i can find a other job or can continue study....if study i want study
Interior Architectur...God pls let me can do it...

下雨天==

这几天都一直下雨。。哈哈晚上睡觉是很爽拉。

明年我准备要去读书，感觉时间真的过的好快。。时间一分一秒的过去。

不想要再这样的浪费时间了。。

不想让自己再有任何的后悔。。。。。

不想要让我的未来变盲目。。

不想要让我的人生只是黑白。。。

很多不想。。。但是只有改变观念我才能够改变现在。。

今天发生了一件很奇怪的事情
我回到家时候。。一直找不到我的狗
不知道那个家伙把我家的狗放进我房间。。。我出门时候它明明都还在客厅吃东西(因为我倒给它吃的)。。
结果我回来的时候它却是在我房间。。我房间乱七八糟。。。walao..><"
walao...siapa orang o!!><"
raning now...very cool and got a bit feel want sick already..><"don't like this le..before i just sick le..now fine already still want coming ><"

haizzz...

今天..我沒作工..一整天在家都不知道要做些甚麼..><
只是在等我的阿珊小姐快點下課...怎麼知道..她星期一的課是full day的..到了6點多..
哈哈老實說是真的很失望lo.因為有好多好多話要跟她說..從我做工開始我們出去的機會就變的很少連見面的機會也都變少了..雖然我們每天都有sms拉..但是還是很想每天見面..哈哈

今天一早起來不知道要做甚麼就一直玩電腦發現..好無聊哦..真的沒事情做..也發現要找個可以談天的對象都沒有..可能大家都有自己的事情要忙吧..

工作上面現在暫時沒甚麼特別的事情..我很擔心自己能否被肯定..畢竟自己都還在試用期間..
希望自己能夠過這個試用期吧..作工後開始發現自己其實有很多缺點真的要改進..如果不改進發現真的很容易得罪到人..尤其是脾氣吧..

阿阿阿阿!!!李振豪阿!!!你已經不是小孩了..不要再少爺脾氣了..成績又不是說很好再這樣下去鐵定被社會給淘汰..

好想找到自己的夢想..說實在的有點好想讀書..但是不知道自己要讀的是甚麼..怕一時衝動選錯科目到後來後悔...以前的我總是覺得甚麼都無所謂..但是現在煩惱開始真的很多會煩惱我能給未來些甚麼,我能夠做些甚麼讓自己家人不必擔心自己不必煩惱金錢問題..好多好多的疑問

每個人都說如果甚麼如果甚麼我甚麼甚麼的...

我說如果我真的不必煩惱那麼多我想要去旅行..想要跟家人跟阿珊一起去旅行..放下煩惱好好的享受下...

這個是我的夢想....很渴望的夢想..