Hide In The Corner

15/12 星期三失败的我..

2011-12-14T10:33:00.000-08:00

忙碌的一天...

让我到了晚上准备冲刺的时候却发现。。。

原来我走的路...感觉上并不是属于我的道路...就算我用尽100%的内耐100%的努力..最后还是失败收场..现在这个时间也是我刚刚从外头失败回来后直接post的第一个Post..

信心能创造奇迹..

对我而言...信心则让我失去所想要的成功..

信心十足往往让我再一次的跌入谷底..爬起来后再次冲刺但是还是跌倒了谷底..每个人都说
只要跌倒后肯爬起来就能成功~但是我爬起来后继续往前走...但是感觉上我根本就是在让自己跌入一个更加深的黑洞...

我只是想要听见一声"失败了没关系，下次再努力一定可以"把不足的地方变成足够再次冲刺..很晚了...早点睡觉吧...不要因为一次的失败让自己消沉。。。

我开不到单比谁都来得难受...回到家得到的却是"你的话术用错!!!"

让我感到狠心寒...用心去做一件事。。。失败后第一时间得到的不是安慰....而是教诲...

这条路很难走...让我再次对我的事业...跌入谷底...

我的心声我的心语....只有我和电脑能够知道....

"失败永远总是跟着我" "信心总是让我再次跌入谷底"

一年一次上线写"部落格"

2011-12-10T19:14:00.000-08:00

一年了....转眼就一年了....

时间真的过得很快...一年的改变也很大..

当你觉得你已放下一些事物....

事实上..并没有放下过...

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每天的生活..工作...放工...回家....睡觉....

虽然没有什么改变..但是学到的东西已经不是以前的....

偶尔会向往以前的生活以前在KL的日子....

但是世界就是这样的很多事情并不是由的你去决定的...

2012年的新年比较早到....早到的春天早到的新年.....

我和往常的新年一样..会做回同样的事情...

可能新年回来的朋友会发现...我变了...变到不喜欢出夜门..不喜欢抽热闹"MAN TALK" @@"

是因为之前的种种事情让我失去了很多...失去了某人～失去了金钱～失去了事业～失去了太多太多～

人.....往往隔着一年后上来部落格看回之前的你～就会发现.......我.....真........的........老了.....

Ryan 2011年12月11日星期天早上11.21分在办公室也写部落格...

可以做的事

2010-10-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

我知道我这个blog只是给我来写我心里想说的事情。。好多事情不想告诉任何人而且也不知道怎样告诉别人...发现自己变得很堕落之前上来KL做工为了其实只是希望可以用剩下的时间好好的跟她过...可是到了最后自己笨到，也不知道是自己笨还是真的太在意她过头或是什么

最终还是分手了...看见你在facebook写希望我可以放手让你自由...我看了心痛心痛不是因为分手而是因为看见..原来跟我在一起的这段时间让你那么的痛苦...我真的不忍心看见你那么痛苦...所以选择了放手让你快乐开心...过后做一些白痴事情...再过后的我选择堕落。。天天喝酒一个人静静的喝着酒觉得如果我醉了就不会难过结果...哈哈还是一样...2年多的感情我怎么可能放得下。。表面坚强也只是故意要给他知道我很好我没有让自己痛苦...只要她能够放心在AUS好好的读书什么都是值得的。。

刚在facebook看见通告有你post得爱心。。。当我去打开可是却已经被你洗掉了。。之前好像得到的东西出现在我眼前。。我又再一次留下了眼泪。。好像冲动的告诉你。。。我还是很爱你而且我在等你。。。等你出现在我眼前说一句。。。。。"其实我也很爱你"

最近在梦里总是梦见你在一个岛上一个人需要人家求救。。而我却在海上怎么游都游不到你身边最后我都是哭着醒来。。发现自己好没用没有好好保护你。。

好想大声地说"方珊珊!!!我就是爱你啊，不管世界再多人的反对我都是那么的爱你!"

现在的我放弃了工作做一些以前想做的工。。因为之前作的工作其实是为了你。想让你能够想买什么我都能买给你。。因为对我来说你比我自己还要来的重要。。

珊.....我一直还在这个岛上等你...等你一天回来...就算你是牵着另一个人的手幸福的微笑回来我都会感到很开心因为你是开心幸福的。。

我爱你。。。我还在等着。。。一直都在。。。

好久没有写Blog了.

2010-07-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

好久没有写Blog了...可能不会有任何人来看...但是还是想把自己的心理话写出来给自己知道..

人在KL的我。。为了什么？(我傻笑)其实为了我的女朋友...因为可能再过几个月她就要出国读书了..很多人问我"Ryan你不怕吗？不怕女朋友去了国外认识其他很有能力给她幸福的人吗"我只是回答"我相信她，如果真的她认为那个人可以给她最好的生活最好的幸福。。我死而无憾"可能是自己自卑。成绩不好有没有一个好的前途都还是未知数..以前的我总是个花花公子这里一个过后没多久又再找一个..但至从遇见了她。。我的人生好像改变了。。英文不好的我。。努力强逼自己要把英文学好尤其是对话...所以之前做工的时候。。遇见老外我也可能和他们沟通。。所以很多说"wa~Ryan你的英文原来可以讲的那么好."我听了只是傻笑说"没有啦。。随便吹水的"

这几天看了书本才发现。。现在的我很喜欢拿书看书，原因是我发现。。。我现在很喜欢读书。该死的。。为什么之前高中的不肯努力读书！！！现在的我很后悔。。但已经不能改变了。。
我可能现在想法很简单。。就是可以让家人和我爱的人得到安全感。。觉得我可以负责一切。。
让他们有个依靠。。

上来KL后。。。花钱好像开水龙头一样。。。去做工交通费就花了我一大笔。。可是我还是会存钱起来。我最爱的妈妈每次我在没钱用都会给我钱。。但是我答应我自己。。。现在每个月我要帮家里减轻负担。

很开心这个月就是跟我的珊一起去Pulau Perhentian....一切让我觉得值得..

这里有些话要给我的宝贝珊

"BI..可能我有点小孩子吧有时候又很大人..原谅我的捉摸不定..快要2年了..很多时候你做小小的动作都可以让我很感动..如果有机会....我想....照顾你一辈子...等我有了能力。。。我会说。。"嫁给我方珊珊...."

Dear,i just can said ...." you are the apple of my eye"

I Love You...
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睡觉了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

还在烦恼。。交通问题。。haizzz...我要克服！！！

不知道的主题/12.13am Happy time 0831

2010-04-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

今年不知道自己好不好运。。感觉自己很背吧。。。

心情低落的我现在真的很烦恼可是不知道自己烦恼些什么..

哈哈哈哈哈～突然心情好了！！！哈哈哈哈哈！！真的哦～突然感觉全身的力量都集中在一起了！！12.13AM就是这个时间！！我得到我最想要的连做梦都想着如果有这天就算死翘翘也值得！

明天我又代表johor Lazo去参加Fair了！这次我一定要做到最好...拿一个TOP Sales!

今年的我其实期望不是很大。。只是希望我在乎的人能够平平安安的心想事成就好了。。至于自己无所谓啦～只要看见在乎的人能够成功我就已经很开心了...可能我就是那么容易满足的人吧..只要小小的一句话就可以让我从地狱直接飞出来...

最近公司发生了点事情只是觉得无奈。为什么一个女生可以那样子的有了男朋友还可以跟其他的男生在放吃时间去搞。。厉害lo。。虽然全公司的人都很讨厌她啦。。只是他自己不知道还经常在我们面前说自己有多爱自己的男朋友。。事实上每个人都知道她的心态并不是这样的。。无奈。我还看过她男朋友人很好说话而且很好。。并不是她说的那样。几乎每天都跟不一样的男生。好想问他"你不会累吗？"

可能人大了想法也不一样了。很多事情列如爱情我看得很重。。可能我失去过现在拥有懂得珍惜,但是害怕太过爱了把女朋友吓跑。。其实我要的真的很简单只是小小的问候小小的安慰小小的鼓励。。我就可以好像会飞这样。。一个笑脸的符号对我来说好像给我在死之前给了我个强心针让我振作了起来。。我。。。失去工作无所谓我可以找过或者读书，但是失去了真的全心全意的人。。我可能不会再是我了。。。

所以只希望我公司的那个同事可以自爱咯。。。男朋友真的很好。。星期五到星期天几乎天天报道你要吃什么煮给你，你要他下着雨拿东西给你他都淋着雨来拿给你..只是希望你可以珍惜..虽然现在全部BPmall的人都知道你做的"好事"但是只要你肯改变自己还是一样会得到别人的尊重。。

我今天得到我最想要的一句话。。。就断断的一句话。。。。我。。。。活了过来。。。。。

明天会是一个美好的一天美好的开始。。因为你我会走下去让我的人生发光发热。。因为。。很简单。。。因为我就是爱你。。哈哈(你知道我在说你的0831)。。

OMG~~~~

2010-01-26T08:18:00.000-08:00

OMG~~~i start working already...walao...i can't believe it!!!!

i working at Lazo Diamond ..1st day i go there very happy lo..because they staff not like before at KL there "宫心计" they all very care me..so i very happy lo..supervisor and very like chat with me lo...erm..and this Lazo diamond not manager just got supervisor only..=="and supervisor also is cashier =="erm ... well ...

Start working i think maybe they know many knowledge about the diamond and the white gold ...but..maybe they just working at Lazo diamond company so still not more about white gold and diamond knowledge ..so got ask me many thing...and they think i very pro ><"but..not my pro la..just i before at D&P company working so learn many thing at there lo..and D&P ofcouse specialized field lo..so i now working at Lazo i just know wow...D&P and Degem is very nice company..

haha i will working this company just only don't waste my time ...and waiting study only..so just do it...=="and today is working 2day so today my supervisor off day but she got call me and tell me boss want meet me><"pengzzz...2moro...because they before manager also got worked at D&P..so want meet me want tell me about my basic><" i think if they give me basic very low i maybe don't will do ....i change other job or go back KL find job or go back Degem better...

But i can said la..they all staff very nice la..maybe just me 1 male lo..so they all very take care me...and they know i know about diamond and white gold thing very much knowledge so they very care me..so. just see how 2moro lo..if they cannot give me i want welfare i don't take this job...but anywhere.. if i don't do le..also thx...thx the 2days take care with me...haha..

Give Me Power My Lover~~ha~~~~~~~ha~~~~~ha~~~ s~~~~ s~~=P

Unbelievable!!!!

2010-01-22T04:13:00.000-08:00

Wow!!!Everyone !!! Unbelievable i will do this job><" not this job is join this company...

=.="OMG~let my before working at sungaiwang there D&P company know i go this company do they will kisiao =="but...nvm...do any company all same d la..i just want temporary do only ....so...haha ...

Today i go BPmall interview ...

1st i go there i very scare because i don't know how to ask about LAZO company..afther chat with ray...so i go try lo..><"pengzzz..so eazy can pass and can start working..maybe i got experience gua~erm...

why i will said let my before working there staff know i go do this company they will kisiao...because...this company reputation of a person or thing not nice...so...
but i think nvm la..i just go do temporary..just see how...because i feel i know about diamond knowledge better than they all..><"aiyo~cham not lanc>< but today i got ask something with her she also don't know how to give me a nice answer..

but this time i go there just do "SONGSONG" only la..good luck to me><"

Because i think they very hard mix in...haizzz..feel they will eat person=="

good luck to me...actually i very like before D&P d...but nvm la...haha time cannot return...

To cherish the memory of my...

2010-01-14T06:31:00.000-08:00

To cherish the memory of my basketball..
Maybe the few days i watch Taiwan drama (籃球火)

So let me think back before i middle school everyday classes are over i make sure will remain at school play basketball..very funny..

We don't know why we like xiaokia can everyday play even is rain we also continue never said give up...now thinking before why we not too many vexation..

not same now ...maybe before just can said we are kids...now ....is adult..so..not same..

Longtime not take up my basketball and stand at basketball court...so, very miss and very wishful need can take up basketball and stand at basketball court and play 1 game.....

but i think maybe this is very hard ...

fui~~~~~because now at KL...not basketball not basketball court not ppl acc..so...haha...this is impossible..wow...in my memories i play basketball got 13year.and got year ago i haven play anymore...

Maybe....if let me take back i will playing better then before=="but impossible...

hahaha...this few days everyday in the evening i will go "BW"(floor) swimming pool swim...because i think is time i want to lose weight lo><" but i think i early need to think like this

haha..but now also don't will late ya...horhorhor...

Erm...2moro i want go find 1part time job do 1st and waiting MIAcollege open days and i want buy 1 laptop..so i think i want hardworking le...but...i think i need some support so hope u can at one's side at mine can bo.....haha is u33..give me some power and give me some hope...

NOW!!!!!!!JUST IS MY LIFE START!!!!!

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Interior design

2010-01-11T06:32:00.000-08:00

Erm..Finally i find my interest ...erm...i know i very like design especially is Interior...

But I also very scare if finish Interior design couse hard to find job ><>

so finally to resolve my uncertanity and let me think very careful about "WHAT DO U WANT ?"

before i got tell many person i want study Mass Com because i don't know about this couse got what subject and all subject is my interest or not...so just now i just chat with my bro..finally i know this is not i want...

so...erm how will said i like interior design i just can said 1 word...."SONG" =="before i got see shanshan do assignment and do model i got help something so i very enjoy and at the moment i will thinking if this is my job i will very satisfy and sometime i got many strange idea ..haha..

erm...i choose 1 college already..MIA..my cousin before also study at this college...

and now i just waiting the college open days and i just can know more information...

HORHOR upload some interior design pic come here..very nice ^^"

This all pic is my search & download d...^^"wow...if can live like this hse i think all will very relax and enjoy right?

这几个星期在BatuPahat的日子..

2009-12-21T00:14:00.000-08:00

这一个月每天在BP都可以跟朋友出去但是时间要分配的很好因为朋友的Team都不一样的=="

所以有时候出去的时候另外一边会觉得我"LL"><"哈哈但是都是开玩笑的拉。erm... 12月16~17号去马六甲玩哈哈很多人去。。因为这个team的人数越来越多..就有点怪怪啦..><" 话不多先post 照片~

以下的照片会让人觉得不舒服不好意思^^"

这个是我们驾车的时候半路到Alor Gajar的休息站下车走走牌的

这一位帅哥是汉森。。哈哈。。样子很像不会贪污的感觉

这一位帅哥是我们的新成员叫俊城(大哥成)哈哈。一脸贪污样。哈哈

这个就是我拉^^哈哈。。感觉没有心情hor..我也不知道为什么><

这位就是我们的老二端释打篮球打人很厉害==一连奸臣..哈哈全部人都那么说

这一位就是我们的大佬..哈哈阿毛(大口毛)他~么~就是"哈哈我不吃钱才怪"

其实还有其他的。。只是怕丑死都不肯拍><"我不会说一个是啊释的弟弟哈哈

照片再来lo~~这个是去玩A-famosa过后的照片..A-famosa的照片在俊成那边所以没有拿到

马六甲的夜景很漂亮吧^^可是我忘记掉这里叫什么地方了。。哈哈

在古城><"这个照片是大家强迫我拍的T_T 阿释你很傻勒..哈哈阿城你做莫哦。。>< 瓦~~~好...大....的大炮==
哈哈帅哥毛
horhor我也来拍一个。。古城的门其实很小的==
汉森跟我
被强迫拍的>< GOGO骑炮@@"
我们很温柔@@"
阿毛:我要搬回BP放==
阿城:我是会飞的。。
阿毛:你们看我也会骑炮
阿毛:我是步惊云(我觉得是不均匀)
阿毛:oi!!!欠钱不还阿！
在Shoppingmall走到累我两个瓜跑去做按摩椅>< PKPL><"哈哈。。

这些都是在马六甲的照片。。。

昨天星期日我们去了JB..陪阿毛去看他的学校。。可是其他人都去走shopping只有我。。阿毛。。阿释三个人去看学校。。erm...那个车厂是不错啦。。可是读的话要很贵我觉得不值得lo..昨天有9个人去。。

我..阿毛..阿释..建发(阿释弟弟)..阿源..阿成..oki明..嘉欣(阿源要追求的目标)=X..还有一个女的。。全部人都奇怪不知道谁叫他去的。。应该是建发他们。。这个女的我们其他人都不知道他叫什么名字看过他几次。。但是每次看见她都没有什么好事情发生的。。这个女的开口粗话闭口粗活walao!!!顶不顺所以去JB他一要去一个地方我..阿毛..阿释..阿成马上闪远远..

哪里知道事情真的还发生了..上次也是跟他们全部人一起去看电影><没有位子作刚好坐在这个女生旁边walao..结果不知道谁看见了跑去跟阿珊说我带女孩子去看戏。。wa lao..无辜阿。。坐我旁边就是我带她去看戏，那么有胡子的不都是我公公。拜托我跟这个女的一点都不认识才死叫什么名字我都不知道何况跟人家搞暧昧... haizz..有一句话很适合现在我想说的〈我覺得這個世界很不公平只要你以前做過錯事人家就會認定你是壞人〉但是我还是要谢谢那个跟阿珊说的人。。谢谢你让我知道她还在意我...所以这也是我开心的一点吧...只是现在觉得很对不起yanyun...sorry..我只是帮我朋友说话才...因为你们两个都是我朋友..而且阿毛拜托我说我没有跟他在一起...所以我和阿释只好这样说...但是我相信你们会没有事情的拉。。

给天下所有情人的一句话
<请不要轻易相信朋友说的话爱你的人不会跟你说骗话>

2009-12-13T19:48:00.000-08:00

好久..沒有寫了..我變了..

很多话不知道要怎么说了。。

只是很想说。。。

好多天。。好多天我都是晚睡早起就算睡也只是2个小时左右..就会被噩梦吓醒..每天梦一样的梦这是个不好的征兆吗.梦见你是很开心的事情..但是到了后面发生的让我真的哭醒...好希望被吓醒时你会突然在我身旁..可是..这应该不可能了吧...还记得当初有一次半夜我在你家睡觉突然做恶梦被吓醒吵醒了你你问我"怎么了？做恶梦？没事的.."还用这手模我着我的头..

一切一切的回忆每天就像是DVD一样播了一次又一次从我们认识到我们交往..一切快乐和悲伤都一起走过。。

我心在流血不停止的流着..只是想要换来你的一个回头看一看你后面有一个笨笨的我跟着你....在你烦恼的时候在你忙得时候会为你心疼会为你心痛..在你需要加油的时候会默默的为你加油..
但是这一切已经不重要的了因为只要能够为了你好要我失去什么都值得...

因為.....我騙的了別人騙不了自己....因為..我在你面前我輸了..我輸了一切..因為我愛你..

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給"好人"的話:

你做的事情很多人都看的見只是大家不說.不要以為你可以一手遮天..希望你可以改掉你的這個新的習慣..我不恨你..只是我看不貫你的態度..再這樣下去你的朋友只會越來越少..對你我只可以說不要认为自己说的话就是权利..还有请顾虑到你身边人的感受...是朋友才会跟你说这些如果不是我朋友我才懒得说.加油吧..我知道你可能是压力的关系才会这样..但是很多人真的希望你可以改过来..我现在不说以后你要改就真的很难了就算我这次说了让人家说我是故意找你坏话来说我也要告诉你...东泡一个西泡一个是我chongyih hansen以前最长作的事情。。但是告诉你最后都没有好结果!
你以为没有人知道你这里泡一个那里泡一个吗？网路是全世界的很多事情你偏偏不要让人家知道但是还是给人知道了..没有什么特别的意思只是希望你可以改掉这个习惯还有你的个性。。开始跟你聊天你说我的个性变了我开始也以为是我个性变了可是全来到了后面我才发现很多人说个性变的人是你..不管怎样我只是帮一些跟我有一样想法的朋友们说出心里话..希望下次看见你你是我们以前认识的那个朋友..

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萧敬腾--Blues

問你問我問他到底誰對誰錯
不清楚誰有答案給我
總覺得自己角色太緊湊只有你把我防衛突破
Could the soul of the man play the right kind of blues
不管傷口顫不顫抖
敢說就敢做讓這天沒有我沒有你沒有他沒有愛過

問你問我到底誰對誰錯誰的答案都不會由衷
總覺得自己戲份太籠統只有我把你的心看破
我想也不會有人陪我流浪再愛也沒有
Could the soul of the man play the right kind of blues
不管傷口顫不顫抖
敢說就敢做讓這天沒有我沒有你沒有他沒有愛過
Could the soul of the man play the right kind of blues
任顏色憂鬱我所有
敢愛就敢分從今後沒有我沒有你沒有他沒有愛過

The few Day!!!!XIAO A!!!

2009-12-03T03:06:00.000-08:00

This 1 is 27Nov2009 Ha~Happy Birthday Lee See Liang..this night we go The Curve "Sentury" Clubbing..actually that day...i feel very bad and very grieved.so i think that day i lose myself i lose my temper control..i just know drink other then drink also is drink..ahliang is very happy so....It's not respectable to be drunk on the street.then me...just got abit drunk..but..still can know what feel i got...this is 27Nov i think i don't will do drink wine lose my manner..

28Nov2009 today i sleep over..wake up is 3pm already..and this day i wake up just listen my bro said we dog want go "kelatan"already.bc ahliang his father want take dog go back already...we feel very sad..bc Ahbibi(we dog name)it very small 1 moment is our to bring up d..haizzz...sad~and this day also is my come back BP time....

Happy birthday To Myself..

This cake is my mum buy for me d..thx mum..i love u mum..so touch..mum i grow up already i know what can i do now and i want do for what already so u don't worry me ya..i love u mum thx
This cake is AhMao and Hansen buy for me d..thx ya..u all know i very bad mood this few day and want give me a big pleasantly surprised but i still very sad..sorry...but really thx u all..although not too many friend and buddy celebrate my birthday but i also very happy thx ...
i now just wish i can to achieve my dream.and i still waiting my love come back....maybe she said right i need give some time give her cool down and thinking...but i just want said i waiting for u...
haha~don't know is coincidence or chemical this cake same like before i buy to ahshan u cake right?hehe..anywhere...生日快樂我對自己說蠟燭點了寂寞涼了,生日快樂...李振豪..

Ha ha~pengzzz..this year i got 3cake le=="my mum said birthday just can to blow 1 cake only ...cannot many ><"but this year i blow 3cake already le><"pengzzz..haha this cake is "weiquan" buy d...thx ya weiquan haha...

Miss Lee Hui Hui

haha..huihui thx u ya..thx u water thx u music thx u many many many..haha thx ya..i know u cannot know what i said so i use Chinese-language tell u~
慧慧 KAM XIA~哈哈哈哈哈方言拉..神奇勒..榮幸勒...哈哈謝謝你的水哈哈哈..haiz..你知道我很不開心還想方法要我笑可是還是笑不出最後感動的是你點歌還叫樂團在這麼多人面前鼓勵我=="哈哈是有點小paise拉..但是真的謝謝你...哈哈..我們是好兄弟好姊妹..哈哈我的好妹妹^^"ha ha不要以為早我一天跑出來就可以做姊姊..哈哈...小妹妹 =P ^^在馬六甲要照顧好自己..^^"加油..

哈哈黃漢森當然少不了你拉..哈哈我很久很久的兄弟.哈哈~有福我自己享有禍你當...哈哈開玩笑的拉..我每次回來可以找的只有你和幾個人罷了...你和fengyi會沒有事情的拉..不要自己嚇自己...昨天看見你們恩愛的樣子讓我想起了我自己和阿珊在一起的日子..不管怎樣好好照顧她,你們會很幸福的...

Haha fuk man~~this 1 also is my buddy Raymond...Raymond thx u at my birthday come out and me go "海口" Ki xiao..and thx u tell me many thing about my problem and many many thing ...thx ray ..if i cannot take care myself how to take care ahshan so i will try my best let accomplish my dream..u also want ya...i know u now exam so cannot go out..gambate raymond...chong AAAAAAA!!!!!!muacksss...thx buddy...

thx everyone!!!!thx..........................

yahoo~~wait i want go out latea with ahtang liao...siapa orang is ahtang le???haha wait let u all know wait i take photo let u all see!!!!lengzai o!!!!!

TCC!!!!!waiting me i coming lo!!!!haha rape gao you!!!haha~

方珊珊,米修~ 米修~

專心做功課不要玩寵物了不要上網玩cafe了...哈哈..

Stop Stupid eye!!!

2009-11-27T00:44:00.000-08:00

Stop!!!!!My stupid eye!!!open what water la..sohai a???

今天开始...我...不会知道...自己在做些什么...为了什么而活..自己？？？未来？？？？一切模糊..
因为我知道很多事情不是人可以去控制的..但是心态却可以控制...我会倒下？？？不~~~~我只是会变得不是我自己罢了..

我一点都不在意啊！！！我为什么要在意！！以前的我分手后都不会这样的阿！！李振豪你在做什么？？用你之前的心态对待阿~为什么我会做不到？？？哈哈哈哈哈哈我也不知道！！！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.......

今晚疯狂!!!!我要做Tattoo!!!!!!!!!!让这一刻停止下来。。。时间停留。。。。。。

明天就要回去BP了...突然想我家的房间我家的床...

birthday coming soon..i am alone...

Stupid Ryan Lee Happy birthday to urself....haha are you happy???i hope...

D&P Last day at here...

2009-11-22T06:54:00.000-08:00

Diamond&Platinum

I to survive at here 3month ago..
Yesterday is my last day working at here..i do my all need i do thing and i try my best at close deal yesterday RM3900 is my yesterday mark..erm..got a bit sad want leaver at here but also happy don't know how to said maybe not need see the "shit face" haizzz..i can make sure i will let fire problem is u this shit..but nvm..also want thx to u let me know popular feeling is very miraculous..
so i start put yesterday last day pic..i got and all take pic just and my manager and Mandy...
bc the manager early finish job already so go back hse le..then this Mandy offdays so cannot take photo and they..nvm the manager not important =="and the Mandy next time i just take photo with u ya..paise

1st Shelly

This is my 1st supervisor..
=="i think maybe u bie song me but u dare not tell me...but u still got take care me at this 3month la..thx ya..anyway thx..

2nd Amelly

This..is my 2nd supervisor..
haizz..maybe i don't know how to "PO" u not like Trammy can ==i cannot do it..sorry..
and if want said u got take care with me bo?erm...i just can said sorry u not any thing can let me learn and not anything care me lo..bc u always find any small thing go tell manager i know ur "徒弟"cannot do salas and lose go out D&P u also not need "針對" me de la~got many ppl can see it u cannot give any excuse not just me 1 ppl bie song u..i just can tell u got many ppl dislike ur temper la..and not need worry not ppl want rob ur position ok?so not need scare...
anyway also thx u this few month let me know many thing ...

3nd Chris

Haha This 1 is my "師父" also is our D&P CSE..

Chris thx ya...At D&P u always take care with me and teach me many thing..

and u are here very very cannot let ppl know what ar u thinking ><"very geng lo and very cool 1

erm,"shifu"maybe u want removed from Trammy don't listen anything about her talking..100% no 1% can believe this 1 is true and we many staff also dislike her bc we know she is "WHAT THING"so u must becarefull don't know when she will frame u..so want becarefull before steven will leaver D&P also is her problem..haizzz..anyway shifu thx u ..wish u everyday "大單四"haha

4nd Mandy

ermm..sorry ya mandy cannot take photo with u ...paise..and i leaver also not tell u anything ..

u are my jiejie i know u also very care me..thx ya...

5nd Florence

This 1 is Florence ..
and the few month i know u very take care me ya...thx ya..u also got teach me many thing and let me know many thing but u also want gambate do work liao la=="i know if u cannot do company give u last mission u also will let company fire...so i think manager very care u so u want do best lo and life at there..anyway thx florence and take care

6nd Trammy

Haha!!!!!finally to u liao !!!!! Kan!!!this 1 is i said d "Trammy" join D&P 6month ago ....hi..trammy u know got many ppl every bie song u???u know what is bie song bo?is dislike!!u teach IVAN go "PO"superior u thing every one look like u a?haizzz..if u can change ur image and ur temperament u maybe will got many friend..and pls la..don't "luanluan talking anything la" we know u want "PO" superior but not need talk many not fact thing to superior la..u do like this u think not ppl will know?i can tell u if u continue do like this u will let all person exclude ..anyway thx u at manager face luanluan talking and let me to fire thx !!u continue ur "宮心計"ba!we tired not any free time and u play !!!sot !

7nd Sandy

yoyo!!!this 1 is Sandy..18yearold xiaomeimei=="
haha..and also very care me and ivan haha but weak point is.....ur BF haha~
aiyo~everyone know u very care ur bf la..haha i and ivan very admire u le....bc u and ur bf like mutal love between a husband and wife haha..but i know u and ur bf is live together already la=="haha thx ya sandy thx the few month take care me..and u now take care ivan o~don't let him let Trammy rape =="haha yesterday we 5person yamcha very nice ya..haha~next time we also can go out yamcha ya...me, u, florence ,bella,ivan ..haha~u want continue everymonth can do T5 and hope u can and ur bf can go taiwan travel ^^gambate..haha

8nd Ivan

Haha!!!fuk man!!!haha this 1 is Ivan Yap!!!is my brother now!haha~yo...i not working liao lo!i now u also "bie da hang" (忍不住)liao u also want fast fast go back ipoh outlet and don't see they play "宮心計" liao haha~jibai u..1st day come don't talking with us..haha then afther and me talk talk talk talk dao very nice=="haha~u stupid lo..before got a nice job u don't want =="come here just know before ur life is good le~haha~anyway free time come my hse here yamcha~haha and don't lose road already la..haha

9nd Bella

wa~~~~this 1 very very got "Weight" =="don't think too much i just said her position~haha
SHE!!!!is our cashier....haha!!!!"everyone scare her 3 mark"
just me...hahahahahah everyday kajiao dia...nenenbubu~hahaha bella u look like my sister will very take care me..i just can said if SungaiWang D&P lose u will "BOOM" lo..=="

so u are very very geng person and got power at here d..want believe urself ..haha~take care ya..^^haha free time we go yamcha thx bella BIG SISTER..haha 大家姐

last 1 Lee Foo

this 1 Our all "師父" mean help us to resize or repaid thing d 師父..haha~bc my 廣東話not nice so we not too much can said but the few days we talk very much le..haha my 廣東話also improve already le..haha~anyway thx ya...shifu^^take care..

EVERYONE　Anyway~~~thx to take care me the few month really thx!!!if i free i will go back find u all...take care....

at last take we working pic....

Don't Know How To Said...

2009-11-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

Haiz...2moro is my last day working already...

maybe i really don't like this job and this is not my interest ba.

So i cannot to confirm to be a CSA..what can i do now ???i really don't know..

got a bit said if they to fire me at next year i maybe don't will said anything..

but now Nov want Dec already...got which company need ppl wor><"haizzz...

maybe i want continue study already..the few month i learn many thing at D&P and let know many about diamond , gemstore,and other knowledge.and let me know at this society and before at school life is very very different..let me know how to see all person personality..

but i want leaver this company i also think at there very like "宮心計" but i think at this society sure like this d..i want try to feel and to accept this thing..

now i feel don't know how to said got a bit sad and to confuse don't know next thing i want do for what..T_T

i cannot continue do like Kids already i want control my intellect just can know what can i do...

cool down cool down.....

hope i can find a other job or can continue study....if study i want study
Interior Architectur...God pls let me can do it...

下雨天==

2009-11-16T02:49:00.000-08:00

这几天都一直下雨。。哈哈晚上睡觉是很爽拉。

明年我准备要去读书，感觉时间真的过的好快。。时间一分一秒的过去。

不想要再这样的浪费时间了。。

不想让自己再有任何的后悔。。。。。

不想要让我的未来变盲目。。

不想要让我的人生只是黑白。。。

很多不想。。。但是只有改变观念我才能够改变现在。。

今天发生了一件很奇怪的事情
我回到家时候。。一直找不到我的狗
不知道那个家伙把我家的狗放进我房间。。。我出门时候它明明都还在客厅吃东西(因为我倒给它吃的)。。
结果我回来的时候它却是在我房间。。我房间乱七八糟。。。walao..><"
walao...siapa orang o!!><"
raning now...very cool and got a bit feel want sick already..><"don't like this le..before i just sick le..now fine already still want coming ><"

haizzz...

2009-11-09T03:09:00.000-08:00

今天..我沒作工..一整天在家都不知道要做些甚麼..><
只是在等我的阿珊小姐快點下課...怎麼知道..她星期一的課是full day的..到了6點多..
哈哈老實說是真的很失望lo.因為有好多好多話要跟她說..從我做工開始我們出去的機會就變的很少連見面的機會也都變少了..雖然我們每天都有sms拉..但是還是很想每天見面..哈哈

今天一早起來不知道要做甚麼就一直玩電腦發現..好無聊哦..真的沒事情做..也發現要找個可以談天的對象都沒有..可能大家都有自己的事情要忙吧..

工作上面現在暫時沒甚麼特別的事情..我很擔心自己能否被肯定..畢竟自己都還在試用期間..
希望自己能夠過這個試用期吧..作工後開始發現自己其實有很多缺點真的要改進..如果不改進發現真的很容易得罪到人..尤其是脾氣吧..

阿阿阿阿!!!李振豪阿!!!你已經不是小孩了..不要再少爺脾氣了..成績又不是說很好再這樣下去鐵定被社會給淘汰..

好想找到自己的夢想..說實在的有點好想讀書..但是不知道自己要讀的是甚麼..怕一時衝動選錯科目到後來後悔...以前的我總是覺得甚麼都無所謂..但是現在煩惱開始真的很多會煩惱我能給未來些甚麼,我能夠做些甚麼讓自己家人不必擔心自己不必煩惱金錢問題..好多好多的疑問

每個人都說如果甚麼如果甚麼我甚麼甚麼的...

我說如果我真的不必煩惱那麼多我想要去旅行..想要跟家人跟阿珊一起去旅行..放下煩惱好好的享受下...

這個是我的夢想....很渴望的夢想..

作工好累好累

2009-10-26T23:13:00.000-07:00

以前的我從來都沒有去做過一份工作..所以這是我第一份工作..

開始覺得做工很簡單並沒有甚麼困難我就抱著學習的態度去工作..

開始感覺都很不錯..過了一個月發現很多事情開始變了..

感覺就好像大家把掩飾自己的面具給拿開了讓我看見很多很多事情..

就好像有人為了職位暗地里争夺..還有些怕自己的業績會被我們新人的業績影響而想辦法讓我們沒有心情去做salas還會想些辦法讓我們失去自己顧客.

有時候覺得很好笑.裡面的人面對面時候就笑嘻嘻轉過頭來竟然在你後面說你壞話我還試過一個來跟我說她的壞話過不就就有人來跟我說這個人的壞話..

討厭來討厭去何必呢..為甚麼裡面我年齡算是小的為甚麼我可以看的比你們都來的透徹..
就因為我可以看穿你們所以我甚麼都不想去争夺也不想什么只想好好的做好自己的本分。。
但是为什么每一次我开到大单你们都那么害怕？不断的找我事情。。一下子说我这个没弄好那个没弄好。。可是我明明都弄了就说弄不够好。。但是到了最后我发现的竟然是你自己也没有做好

咳~但是我还是很尊敬你们的当然你们知道的比我多很多..

不过这几天很开心过了T3明天开始做T4还有4天。。。。希望我可以做的到吧。。。

2009-10-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

繼續....

晚上的時候我和我家人和親戚一起出去吃東西我也帶了阿Bi一起去lo..之前很怕她拒絕我的..哪裡知道阿Bi答應了..哈哈所以就特別的開心..哈哈..然後我們吃了很多東西lo..然後我還偷偷拍了照片

哈哈很多人lo..有我最敬愛的婆婆還有姑姑等等..

然後我們吃完了東西後我就帶阿BI回我家等她的好姊妹們來lo..當然我自己想要給她點驚喜..可是一直想不到..到了後來我只要call我的兄弟們出來幫忙了..哈哈..

他們幫我買蛋糕買花..哈哈很謝謝你們勒...

然後阿BI的好姊妹來了..有些之前就聽過名字但是沒有看過.
好像Kahmun,shin,xiaojing,evonne哈哈有一個很熟了就是yie ny lo..
過後Raymond和mengtack都來了我家.
大家都到齊後就一起出發了..開始shin說要帶我們去一個海邊..=="然後說在我家上面的..我們就駕車去lo..3輛車..因為shin駕車很"快"..=="然後接近40分鐘才到那個地方...哪裡知道我一看那個地方~~~原來是海口=="我們竟然........轉了很大的圈到了一個我只需要10分鐘就能到的放=="哈哈

shin很怕我們說她..哈哈好好笑其實沒關係的拉..哈哈..

然後mengtack就說這一個地方不好因為我們要放孔明灯..過後說要帶我們去白沙攤.
OMG!!!mengtack很厲害lo..帶我們去一個連我在BP混了那麼久都不知道的地方=="路上是非常危險的lo..我以前每天跑車的人都怕=="一條路剛好一輛車..如果不小心轉到一天就會掉下海..旁邊沒有圍東西..就是剛好一輛車..暈倒...我還地一次要那麼認真那麼專心的架真的很恐怖=="而且那條路要架20分鐘左右..就20分鐘你看到的就是一個小路只有一輛車可以走..旁邊4面都是海=="

過了20分鐘我們就到了那邊..哈哈很小的地方但是很安靜==很適合"搖車"的地方..哈
我們大家就開始放孔明灯大家把自己的願望寫了上去..然後放上天空給Mr.孔明看..
廢話少說..放照片..哈哈哈

哈哈,放完孔明灯後我們就拿蛋糕..哈哈有倆個蛋糕一個是阿bi的姊妹們買的..一個是我的..哈哈

看照片..我的是一只可愛的河屯.

哈哈..這幾天過的超級無敵的開心...哈哈..^^"希望大家都開開心心得過每一天...

至於我自己的工作方面上個月9月我達不到標準><"是有點傷心拉..希望這個月可以過業績

加油加油!!!!!

有空我就會寫blog的..哈哈除非是超級無敵的累..

To Be Continue...

★☆小白的部落格☆★

突然回去BP的我==

2009-10-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

在27/9 號的時候我突然跑回去了BP...當然是另有目的的拉=="
是要幫我的阿珊小姐慶祝生日的..當然另外一方面也要回去處理下銀行之類的事務.
所以在這之前我就已經和我作工的員工們說好我這3天要回去hometown..當然我自己騙阿珊我有做工所以沒有回去因為我知道她28號會回去..哈哈因為這個瓜跑去台灣玩了好多天=="27號才跑回來.

哈哈很好哦..哈哈她還有在台灣買一個Bag給我..

坐飛機回來的Bag==" ↑

但是在我回去的路上..發生一個世界上最笨蛋的事情=="我全部的朋友都知道我回去是要給她一個驚喜..哪裡知道==有一個笨蛋叫做"阿毛"的傢伙.竟然笨蛋到打電話問阿珊我們回到BP了沒=="因為我之前告訴他我會回去然後他來載我..=="結果最後穿幫了..Ahbi突然打電話來給我問我在哪裡=="我說在sungai wang 門口她說"是~~~~~~~~~~~~麼~~~~~~~~"結果我還是乖乖的老實告訴她我回到了BP><"

那天晚上阿毛為了賠罪帶我和幾個朋友去Seven喝酒..當然只是喝beer然後在那裡坐著聊天..=="第一次去Clubing沒有跳舞=="然後我們喝了一點然後就走了.過後就回家了lo..因為很久沒有喝啤酒了然後頭有點痛lo...

28/9
這天來了!!!!!!

哈哈...早上Ahbi就回到了BP可是我們沒有meet到哦..因為她陪她的好姊妹們去玩lo...哈哈..

但是今天真的讓我覺得很開心..因為我媽媽今天拿off開始是要陪我去maybank開戶口的..哈哈克是我們睡遲了所以下午才出門...哪裡知道==今天我有點帶賽..=="我們去到maybank的時候他們告訴我我的IC壞掉了==要我從做IC才可以開=="暈倒..

結果我去到做IC的地方......那邊的人說今天的號碼滿了叫我明天才來=="怎麼可能明天來==我30號要做工..29就要回KL了阿...炸到...

過後就算了lo..哈哈我就約我的美女媽媽去shopping哈哈哈哈哈...真的超級無敵的開心lo..和媽媽一起去BP Mall的旺角吃好料
哈哈..不好意思..因為我們肚子已經很餓了我忘記拍就直接吃=="

結果我媽媽問我為甚麼不要一來就拍=="

過後吃完後..我們走了下..我就問我媽媽看過'嚇到笑"了嗎哈哈..結果他說還沒有我就拉她一起去看..哈哈哈..我媽媽已經很久沒有去看電影了..哈哈哈哈哈所以我覺得特別的開心..看見媽媽開心的樣子..真的覺得讓媽媽開心放心真的好開心..

這是我們的戲票..哈哈對我來說很久價值的哦!haha~

由於我哥哥要用電腦的關係...明天繼續說..哈哈..還有很多很多...關于那天晚上的聚餐會..給阿B的驚喜..

敬請收看=="

To Be Continue..

作工開始的煩惱和領悟

2009-09-18T07:57:00.000-07:00

正式作工開始了..感覺和領悟也開始有了..

好多東西不是我們想的那麼如意,可能是給自己的壓力開始也多了..

我也在昨天做到了我一生中賣出第一樣珠寶..感覺給自己的是開心和興奮.雖然價錢不是很高但是對我而言真的很開心..

但是後來自己接了一個可能會是高額價錢的生意有可能是過RMxxxxx得生意..而且這個星期那個顧客就要來看..可是最後聽到大家說因為我是新人的關係...可能我沒有辦法接這麼大的case..心情就開始低落了..覺得為甚麼那麼的不公平很抱怨但是沒有說出來只可以心中的一值罵一直覺得世界上的人很自私.......

但是後來有兩個同事(平時載我回家的同事)好好的跟我聊...因為剛好這天她老公要加班我們就一起搭巴士回..我就開始抱怨說了一大堆..第一次我好久沒有這樣的行為了..直從來了KL我已經很少很少出這樣的臉那種帶著"恨"帶著"怨"的心態....

過後她們告訴了我很多很多..她們說了很有道理..如果世界上每個人都只是顧著自己的話..我師父Chris就不會把她的經驗和一切珠寶的了解告訴我而且也不會在自己off的那天特地打電話來詢問
關予我有沒有開到單之類的問題...如果大家只顧自己就不會給我一個新人那麼快的就可以接近顧客..

開始想了想..可能自私的不是別人而是自己..好多事情不是說要就一定要..很多事情如果真的好好的去想世界會變得更加好..

剛去看了一個inter excel的一個朋友的blog..開始覺得她變了..希望她不要變壞..因為可能我覺得你人真的很單純很乖的類型..一段放了100%的感情去愛到了後面竟然還是分了的心情很痛苦很痛苦..但是真的要爬起來在哪裡跌倒就在那裡爬起來...爬起來走向對的方向..一定會到終點的..走錯路就算怎樣爬起來..還是不能到的..不用看了就是說你小倩.

KL的生活開始給了我壓力..給了我成長..好多人說我變得很成熟..但是我覺得可能是壓力的關係..讓自己慢慢的了解到了一切..好多事情需要我們去慢慢的體會而不是說你說你了解就能了解..

爸爸媽媽謝謝你們放心的讓我出去工作..我知道我從小到大都是家里全部人最疼的一個好像一個小王上..說要就一定要..可能之前的叛逆讓你們為了我擔心了很久很久..我答應自己以後我一定會有所成就..好好的陪你們..全家人一起去國外旅行...

其實我的夢想就是全家人一起去國外旅行..因為好久好久沒有這樣的感覺了..在我的記憶中那是很久很久的事情了..

爸爸和美女媽媽,=P哈哈偶愛你們拉~哈哈..

這幾天的心情和我心里不敢說出的話

2009-09-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

這幾天作工..好累..很多東西學而且開始有了壓力但是感覺還不錯..

看了我Dear的blog..發現很多東西我都幫不到她.開始覺得自己好沒用..沒用得開始討厭現在的自己..

以前的我很花心沒有人看好我跟她但是已經1年了..我也定了心已經認定了..以後賺了錢有了些成就打算和她有一個美好的未來一起生活一起解決所有的煩惱一起開心..我真的好想好想..

每一段愛情都不可以順利沒有事情發生的.所以每一段感情遇到了困難而不是選擇吵架分手之類的地步而是選擇一起面對一起解決..
說真的我第一次那麼的害怕失去..很害怕有天我不見了再也看不見你..害怕到好久沒有留下的眼淚不自覺的流下..知道自己不好得地方,之前也在擔心如果我再沒有作工再沒有學到任何東西以後的我怎樣給你一個穩定的家所以選擇了作工然後可能讀書之類的..讓自己有一個前途就可以邁向我們未來的30%過後再慢慢的變成100%

我很害怕我們的感情經不起考驗所以我會擔心.但是我很相信我的Dear..
我擔心是因為我的Dear條件很好..
而我...且只是個一事無成得人就好像世界少了一個我也不會有人發覺的人..條件比我好的人多的數也數不清追求我的Dear得人當然也一定有..所以我要讓自己變得強所以作工這幾天我不斷的努力不斷的發問不斷的想要讓自己快點進步因為有了你我有了動力.

我最開心的事情是每天做完工回到家看看你的信息和你說下電話得到你給我的支持的話..我就好像一點都不累全部都變成了值得..

哈哈好像怪怪的我..作工累得時候跑去廁所打個電話給你問你再幹嘛吃了嗎..聽聽你的聲音我就會覺得人精神了起來....我做工的關係看到好多情侶甜甜蜜蜜的買戒指..他們不介意戒指是否便宜還是貴只要覺得值得....用這個來證明他們的愛...看見他們這些情景好希望有天我也有這個機會帶著你珊珊一起找尋属于我們的戒指..

以前的我每天做有的沒有的事情..參加黑社會打人...吵架...甚麼都不會想
但是認識你後我發現我不再理會這些白痴的事情..
今天的我沒錢沒成就我知道你不介意..但是我希望未來的我是可以讓你帶的出去見你所有的朋友的男朋友甚至是你的丈夫能夠讓你在朋友面前能感到自豪..

因為..........我愛你HONG SHAN SHAN..

YeAH!!!!

2009-08-23T23:32:00.001-07:00

yeah yeah!!!

I got Job already!!!!

YEAH!!!

我總於不是米蟲了~我終於找到一份理想的工作而且給我的待遇還是很不錯的哦..

很高興..上個星期去Interview DegemDiamond 公司暈倒總公司那麼大..開始還很緊張而且沒有甚麼把握能夠pass的..因為很多朋友都是去了1st interview and 2nd interview just pass d..

我開始也很緊張後來看見interviewer是兩個30多歲的年輕人interview我我也沒有那麼害怕了..

就開始跟他們聊了起來..他們並沒有因為自己的職位很高來刁難我..反而對我超級無敵的好..

大家就聊的很開心.過後我以為我還要來interview 2nd interview..那裡知道他突然說"ok...we will sent u go sungai wang outlet ..so...you can?"哈哈我那時候還笨笨以為他們只是問如果去sungai

wang作工我可以馬..我就說可以了..他們就說他們會再連絡我..

然後還給我很多優惠的東西..哈哈列如出國讀書之類的..

過後我走出DegemDiamond公司的時候就打電話給我阿B告訴他這個好消息...她也為我感到高興

回到家我這幾天幾乎每天都很擔心每天都期待著電話响起來..但是1天...2天...3天...4天..5天都沒有電話打來..每天都在想會不會是因為他們突然不要用我了所以不給我電話..

今天早上12點10分電話响起了..我看電話號碼03XXXXX..

我馬上接了電話一聽..不是Degem打電話給我..是我Interexcel的PR給我電話她說"小白~~~Degemdiamond mr.jackson找你他打你電話很多次都打不通他叫你打電話給他.."我聽了後...

馬上出門去Topup我的電話=="然後馬上打電話給他..哈哈..

結果...他在開會...pengzzz...

過了一個小時我再打電話去....他說你不用來...........interview了~~~因為你已經pass 了.然後跟我說很多細節..哈哈哈哈哈所以我 9月1號開始作工了!!!!!

YEAHH!!!!!很幸運的是...我1st interview他們就決定要用我了..真的好幸運...謝謝大家...謝謝老天爺...

这几天我的心情..烦恼烦恼还是烦恼

2009-07-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

好久沒有update我的blog了,因為沒有甚麼大事情發生..但是在昨天發生了一件事情..

就是AirAsia 1st interview...我.....failed了...我也不知道哪里做错了..haizz...之前Inter Excel 跟我一起Dec Intake的同学一共有10+个去interview...但是只有Chloe一个人pass其他的都failed..

我在interview的过程。。。开始是添表格然后量升高过后就到交Resume的时候..这个时候的我非常紧张因为之前的interview我就是在交resume的时候不过因为我没有SPM只有UEC但是之前我把我全部的Profile交给一个在Airasia的朋友已经做空姐的了他拿给Faharna看。。faharna应该是airasia academy 的Boss-.-"她说我的profile可以去interview...过后到我交resume的时候...因为害怕自己的英文不好不知道要怎样和那个人说关于我的成绩的事情。。就有一个朋友陪我一起去。。

怎么知道可能是我自己太过紧张的关系。。我的英文突然变得很好。。我不断的和那个人解释

R:me S:she

S:"sorry..where is ur SPM result??
R:"sorry..i got UEC result..
S:"UCE?"
R:"yup..bc i am chinese high school student so i don't got SPM result"
S:"o..ic..."
R:"but UEC result level same with STPM,before i got pass up my profile give for airasia academy
madan faharna already..she said i can try to interview.."
S:"o..ic..ok"

*-.-很象是這樣拉..不知道有點忘記了..因為那時候我朋友嚇到說我的英文為甚麼突然變得哪麼強

過後她就給我號碼牌346.....

過後我就等了大概30分鐘就到我的號碼了我就去了一個地方坐著等待著interview..過了不久..我進入了interview room..
裡面有3個interviewer.都是女的..有點老><"然後他就叫我把我的bag放在旁边的桌子然后开始start我一进去很有礼貌的说

R:"sorry madan may i coming?"
I:"ok coming~"

我就开始走cat walk然后他就叫我过去他那边。。
R"Good afternoon madan "
I"Godd afthernoon how are you?"
R:"i am fine..how about you madan"
I:"i am fine..thx"
R:"thx"
I:"can u show me ur hand?"
R"sure~"
他就开始看我的手然后说ok过后就叫我读Announcement...
过后他就叫我去另一个房间等待。。。我去到那个房间后不到10秒。。就有个人说"346"
然后叫我出去。。过后他之前说"thx for ur coming "=mean failed la...FUK
haizzz..then i go outside i sit alone at outside...haizzz...very very sad...i 1st call for my ahbi..

i failed airasia interview very sad but i cannot do anything just want try my best to find other job..i need someone give me comfort and need to encourage me but...haizz..maybe all ppl buzy..
所以心情真的很不好受。。可能我哥知道我心情真的很不好所以昨晚和今天带我还有姐姐还有阿良去走走吧。我不知道我可以做些什么。。真的不知道好烦好烦。。
我好像有点安慰有点鼓励。。

刚不久..我还和Ahbi在msn chat到有点吵架..我真的不知道怎么了...一点点事情我就要疯掉这样...
只是她开玩笑和我说不可以去云顶..(因为chongyih上云顶叫我去meet他)但是我却以为是真的然后就开始mad一大堆东西。。

可能是心情比较不好吧所以把很多东西都当真。。过后不知道为什么突然很sad很sad.....我ahbi突然叫我问些东西然后我问了告诉他后。。他竟然和我说"o..thx.."
不知道是自己想太多还是什么为什么要那么客气对自己的男朋友。。haizzz...好烦~
P/s:"sorry,ahbi haizz...before i very vexation..so....sorry...u know i love u d..haizz...very sorry"

这几天感觉自己好倒霉。。做什么事情都不顺。。。不知道明天去云顶会发生什么事情。。

不知道不知道不知道！！！！！！！！！！真的好希望自己不要那么快长大。。。。。。

haizzz....
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对了。。生日快乐。。小倩。。Happy Birthday To You...Take Care ya..

Life in my hometown

2009-07-06T12:11:00.000-07:00

Last 2weeks i go back hometown (BatuPahat)

At this 2weeks let me grow up something like about my future and many many thing..

anybody said "future future!!!then got hw many person know how is a nice and better future?"

now in my opinion i think if you want a nice and better future 1st thing u want is $Money$

This time back BP meet many buddy&friend got someone let me admire him but got someone let me worry..haizzz...let got my 1buddy maybe he will do "father"already (mean like his gf got his baby already) but he now not any job and not $ to feed baby so they just can give up the baby....

i know he very sad but nw sad got what use right?if before he got a nice job and got save $ then they now can weeding already and we together go out eat he not order anything food just watch me and other buddy eat then i ask him

R:"oi~why u don't want order any food ya?"
S:"not la..u all eat ya...i not $ so cannot eat"

haizz..so i treat to a meal for him and tell him about his nw problem want hw to change his life

wish u can do it find a job takecare ya...

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so this thing let me think many thing ...about my future so i very scare ..and 2moro start i want try my best find a nice job and if can interview airline better la..if cannot i just can find a 1 job...

at BP still to happen something like my other buddy..raymond..haizzz...raymond take care ya..u always is my buddy..

other then badthing oso got to happen some thing funny thing ...

like my buddy "AhTang"eat KFC cry ya..haha and my hse got a big durian 4KG><"

and manymany funny thing...hahahaha want to know hw about the all thing????

TO BE CONTINUE。。。

18 jun buddy birthday

2009-06-17T10:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To u !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday To u!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday To WaiChong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday To u^^"

haha happy birthday my buddy ...before tang tell me u and tang 2person at Mariyam only a-.-

kolian la~haha wait us go back then buy cake for u ya..^^

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Haha let you all see some pic...

WOR!!!!!! Strawberry haha...this all strawberry is my baby before go cameron highlands gather for me d><" so touch lo...thx ya..ahbi...hahaha...but i not like eat strawberry de la..haha

except strawberry my baby oso got buy something o~

This ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓

haha...very strange right???what is this@@????

hahaha before i oso very strange then i dare not eat -.-"then just msg my bi she just tell me this call "Dry strawberry"very sweet this 1 ><"

and other thing ahbi still got buy 1 very interesting thing o~~hahahaha

IS 2 "Corn" haha~cute le...

thx my ahbi ya^^"thx..u fast do finish ur assignment ya.i know ur tired already..sorry,cannot help u anything..

today blog^^"

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沒有重點的Blog

2009-06-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

Maybe i nw not friend at KL already so very EMO -.-"i think la..haha but still ok la..

last friday i go back Inter-Excel find my sir already don't know why he saw me very happy..pengzz..

then i this time go back just ask him about Inter-Excel got english couse or not only lo..

but...i think if really got this couse i also don't want because i think >

so.....just see hw ya...many person very curious how about my sir face..=P

Pic COMEING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This Man is my sir then left is his wife Ms.chong..

said serious i don't like this women because she said anything don't will apprehensions other person mood haizzz...but sometimes she will give us nice opinion ya..

afther then the pic last left..this person...i don't kw who ....haha...maybe is my schoolmate gua~

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The few days i will nightmare ..and oso strange dream-.-"

Haha maybe the few days i watch too much drama already just watch finish 1 nice drama ...

"prison breach"

haha very nice ya...i watch finish all ya..because this drama got season 1 to 4

then nw i continue watch other drama....

"HEROS"

this drama i nw just start watch only..hahahaha

i think not bad ya...i want improve my english so i start watch English drama-.-"

wish i can speak very PRO English ya =P

All my friend if want let me to encourage if got chat with me said english if i got anything wrong tell me....THX all^^

6月21日 1個好兄弟 1個好姊妹的生日

2009-06-11T11:13:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to u 2..

Happy Birthday to 琪瑜 and Mingtack

Happy birthday day to u 2!!!

今天是我的2個很重要的人的生日..一個是我的好兄弟mingtack haha~帥哥來的哦~哈哈~

另外一個是超級無敵美女...哈哈我的好姊妹..可以說好象我妹妹一樣拉..哈哈就是琪瑜lo~

你們兩個.....erm...哈哈...好巧...同樣一天生日勒..恭喜..恭喜-.-"

沒有辦法幫你們兩位慶祝不好意識哦~哈哈下次^^"但是不要忘記我的生日hor~哈哈慶祝不用拉..禮物一定要..哈哈

今天沒有甚麼奇怪的事情發生..但是我發現一個很夠力的東西..地球要爆炸了><"大家沒有發現到這幾天外面的空氣都是有一股CHAODA的味道麼><"不知道又是那一個國家放火燒森林的..很BOKA(沒有家教)這樣地球很快就會不見了..要命lo~不會用屁股想的..

明天要回去學院看那個黑人(院長)-.-"希望他會告訴我interview 的時間和地點lo.

今天的blog沒有很特別...-.-"哈哈..個位晚安lo~

最短的一篇....明天才繼續..

沒有主題的blog

2009-06-09T14:09:00.000-07:00

太久沒有post新的blog了.本來很想去睡覺的但是突然又爬起來不要問我為甚麼因為我自己也不知道.為甚麼今天會用華文寫blog.說真的..我也不知道.上個星期5回去自己的hometown發現好多人好多事務都在改變,有些事情讓我感到很傷心兄弟的不是應該幫兄弟一點忙嘛?不願意告訴我我也不會勉強阿,干嘛答應我了過後又做不到不是一次了..

沒事其實我自己最近不知道為甚麼脾氣很暴躁可能因為開始擔心自己的未來吧..
看見大家都擁有自己的夢想而且有些也夢想成真.而我現在還是個"米蟲"每天都沒有事情做.早上才睡覺每次我

最傷心的時候就是在早上6點多和旁晚6點多..因為..看見有人上學放學..真的覺得他們好幸福..所以我現在也在準備找一閒語言中心..我想要學好英文..接下來是法文..最近真的好煩好煩覺得如果自己在這樣下去我會瘋掉.但是現在還能控制自己,好多人說我是個有心事都不說出來的人而且表面裝的很不在意對我來說我很想找一個會好好和我解釋分析的人.但是最近好像大家都很忙所以不好意識說.

KL朋友已經沒有了.阿毛也回去BP過他自己的生活和前進他的夢想.不懂是不是我變了.還是長大了和我以前的兄弟門的話題都不再一樣了.有時候就怪怪的..不久前和我台灣的好兄弟msn一下子和他說了很多而且也罵了他,不知道為甚麼可能真的把他當成兄弟才這樣說的吧,希望他會想..

剛才去看了一個朋友的blog.發現她真的好愛她的男朋友.但是她男朋友還是跟她分手了,為她感到可惜lo.雖然是很久的事情拉但是她還是無法放下希望她早點整做點起來.

有時候我會覺得很可悲.我也是有個很好很好的女朋友.但是覺得自己好像很沒有用到現在為止自己還是個無業游明看見她為功課煩惱我卻甚麼忙也幫不到,haiz...其實很多時候我很在意很多事情都是不敢和她說因為我知道她已經為了功課煩死了我還找些有的沒的會讓她更加煩.所以就把一些話吃到自己的肚子裡面去了,我只是想說很多時候我不會哄你因為我知道你也不吃這套=P所以我們都很相信對方對吧..^^"臭Ahbi blek =P

對於我的未來...現在只有一個字"等"等甚麼呢?等我學院的院長告訴我interview的時間地點..可是...真的會通知我嗎?希望會吧...阿彌陀佛....

31th May 2009

2009-05-30T12:50:00.000-07:00

Ahbi~~~Happy 9th month anniversary day ^^

Hehe yesterday and today i go my ahbi hse sleep because accompany my ahbi do assignment ya

so kolian la u><>

pengzzz...haha afther ahbi buy adidas thing then big sis and his bf Mr.Bryan go Midvallery then i and ahbi go Desa park city eat thing o~eat Secret Resipe and then afther we jiu back hse liao lo~bc ahbi got a lot of assignment want do lo

and she do assignment then i watch Taiwan drama o~nice ya

and before 10.30pm ahshan and me go eat "dimsiam" with my bro ,sis ,ahliang and ahmao at Jalan Ipoh there hahahaha very nice ya

and now this time my ahbi sleep already lo<---like pigpig o~=P ..then i come write blog and continue watch drama..

haiz...cannot sleep in.....don't kw why i will thinking about my future thing..like i plan 1st i go interview but i very scare because longtime no speak with other people already..so i scare not confident said like very nature =.="

And before listen my sis said his friend just flying then got RM4800 1month le><" 4800 a lof of $ le...i can lighten my dad mum and bro burden already ya...so i must try my best pass airasia..thx my family and ahbi support me ..i love u all

bro want start working already bro gambate ya.i very be proud of bc i got a nice bro.2moro back hse i want try call My sir for inter-excel ask about interview thing..haiz...wish he will let me go interview ya...all gudnite ^^

2009-05-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

The day before yesterday, i follow my bro, sis,and ahliang go Pavillion GSC watch

Night At The Museum2:Battle Of Smithsonian

Movie just starting ahliang was sleep already=.="

I think this movie very funny la afther then we fetch ahliang go back cheras lo.bc he monday still got class..ahliang is who???let me tell u all^^

ahliang = 我姊姊的弟弟=我哥哥女朋友的弟弟

and continue said monday thing...monday very simple ><"i nothing can do full day sleeping and play PC but...i still got chat with my bro about my future haizzz...if i want continue study can~but...i don't want i want study for what ..haiz..so i feel i will go try next month AirAsia interview 1more if can pass then i will start my new life~

if cannot pass i want make sure want continue study or not~

i very scare pass interview bc i scare if i pass i to be a cabin craw i cannot meet my bibi everyday already =.="i very stupid right? haha~but we chat already nw i will try my best go interview airasia~~~AirAsia fast fast let me pass ba!!!!!!!

so ......hope all can blessings me...nw i want go back my hometown already !!!!!!

BP i come back now!!!!!!!!oh oh oh balik rumah~~~ohohoh~balik rumah~~~~

all my dear friend take care for ur self ^^

What The FucK Fashion Show><"

2009-05-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and today i to participate a fashion show,but not any reward can take originally i don't want join this show but cannot bc before i promise the moving spirit(Crystal)join so i just can do it.

Yesterday my bro and sis(my brother gf)accompany me go OneUtama(1U)1st i go LG Floor of Voir Gallery change clothes afther then i go for 1Floor to meet Crystal and they start help me makeup and set my hair ><"said true i very angry bc... they let my hair return to sixth form u all see the pic ↓ U all see T_T"My hair......this is first day...

Ok~ continue said how about today~

yo~i am very clever~because yesterday before i want leaver there i go ask Crystal

C=Crystal R=Me

C:"yes..Ryan can i help u anything"

R:"Got..i want as0 2moro (sunday) i can set my hair myself ?"

C:"erm........Ok...sure,u can do it "

R:"Thx ya..88 see u 2moro"

C:"88 see u"

so , today i early wake up then bath already afther i start set my hair...wakakaka~so nice~

then today i go OneUtama at 4.00p.m then reach there today just got bro follow me haha~

then i and bro go Burger king eat ...but not eat Burger just drink soft drink only~

then 4.45 i go 1Floor today can change clothes at there =.=so today pic got ↓

So today hair nice right????hahahaha

but clothes same like yesterday -,-don't kw this is what "Fashion show"

before show i got take some photo with my inter-excel classmate and missionary ↓

2moro is Crystal Birthday so they help her celebrate ↓

This is my to know person Name is NICK lengzai izzit? ↓

OK la This "Fashion Show" i just go play play only ><"pls....

if got next time i make sure don't will go ><"

But i also happy because can to know many person at activity

2009-05-12T10:46:00.001-07:00

Even though come back KL already but nw oso miss home town but at home town i oso cannot do anything everyday just go CC or play Snooker only><"so my snooker nw very geng haha ><" but nw feel puzzled la..

Maybe is want sick already now feel dizzy why the few days weather damn hot today i bath 7times already oso hot ...walao...the Earth want "Boom" already a? PengZZZzzz..before my write blog use english miss hongshanshan said "=.=what u write i don't to understand"haha then this time le~Do you know i want said what already bo?

This time come back KL 1st thing want find a part time job and maybe want to plan continues study or working so feel vexed la haiz..before go back BP my school the "explanation session" i think very nice already maybe we not better communicate that resulted in severe mistake This sat and sunday i will go "oneutam" do model o~fashion show but not any reward haha my all friend blessings me ba~

All my good friend ,buddy want take care ya.let ur all dream come true. Maybe i not good grumbler but i and a nice listener And last time.... Mum..dad..bro I Love U all..i know u all do my protector many year already now let me standup go ahead don't worry me ya..Muackssss...

i love u all dad and mum don't worry me and bro at KL live we can take care for ourself ^^muackksss..

The recent i very like listen 2song

1 is lady gaga=poker face and just dance she let me feel pretty and flirtatious

2 HAHAHAH i especially this girl ---------->>>Taylor swift

she sing " Love Story"
u all guess hw about her years old just 18years old only

2009-05-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

yo!!!long time not write blog already..wakaka so today come update my blog..

i nw at hometown(BP) ya.haha before i come back bp i and mybro go my bibi hse there toyota shop o~bc my bro want chick his cute cute de VIOS lo... wakaka at there i and bro drink their free KOPI =.="bc want wait 2hour..so we nothing can do lo..drink free kopi and i oso boring so take some photo hahahaha..

this time i will come back 1st thing "go back my school meeting"

bc at http://www.ericsoo.com/ <----here chinese high school got 1 thing about me...very "gouli"><"

so i bopian make sure want come back..

5th i go my school at night 8pm we meeting haiz...all like want "galor"><"pengzz...very wuliao this meeting

haha.got many thing want said but cannot said at here bc wait got other ppl saw my blog go talk to my school teacher then i gou li liao..haha i just can said ......"DON"T WANT IN CHS"

FUK OFF This school like SHIT!!!!anything want $$$$$$$$ diu~~

hahaha,the few day at hometown i oso not do what...just find my buddy and some old friend go out "latea" and go cc ..very boring ..haiz....i think i very like "废人"

so this time i go back KL i make sure want find 1 job and i cannot let my dad mum and bro 幸苦

already..

next friday i do model le!!wakakak~fashion show =.="at one utama..but ....pengzzzz..not $ can take de...so xian la..haiz...but cannot don't want go le...bc before i promise they go already haizz...so nvm lo~go play play lo~then afther this time i make sure want find job liao laT_T

anyone if got see my blog and at KL want find job for me pls tell me T_T i very kolian la...

haha...my all friend u all want take care ur self ya....

last i want said about my bibi thing lo~~

hahahaha~chou bibi u want guaiguai hor~i kw u the few day very buzy do work but oso want rest hor!!!!ahbo bite u gouligouli~~~~and...bibi thx u tell me this word "Everyones have thier dreams.. i want to pursue my dreams just like others too."

MUACKSSSSSSS~~~~~~

帅哥and丑女~~~哈哈哈哈~ =P

Bad Mood

2009-05-01T03:56:00.000-07:00

haiz..just at eriscoo there saw about my news><" 納悶...事情好像越變越复杂...刚听到一个朋友说"啊毛,打blog说很多老师的坏话"wtf=.="ahmao will write blog ~wa~then i think sun will come out from west lo~pengzz...if is true got write so hw????want said ur bad thing cannot o???be song???sohai ~ my friend ~~~~~u all said everyone can write blog said hw about his mood izzit?so if write someone badthing he can sue u???i think cannot lo~go hell la~u ar teacher le~not student le~this is common sense we got power write about our blog if u want see then see la~don't TULAN saw already want TULAN then want sue ppl..diu~ i oso don't kw u go where saw talking about ur bad thing la..if got pls la~send address for us la..pengzzz..very pengche~ haiz...haha said something happy thing before i go back hometown (BP) le~very song lo...go latea play snooker go cc and chat with my oldfriend.. very happy ya...but...i nw at KL already T_T"bc i want follow my bro come back ya so sad ya...my bibi nw at bp ya...but sunday will go back KL already.. all my friend want takecare urself ya.. i nw thinking i don't kw want go back this 5th bo...haiz...don't kw la..just see hw><"

☆人生的主宰者☆

2009-04-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

哈哈~今天也是用華文寫一篇...因為等下可能會有很多話要說怕用英文我不知道要怎樣讓大家知道..

今天我和我哥我姊一起去chowkit那邊吃"辣椒板面"walao~~~是干好吃的lo~我還吃了2碗..因為它沒有分大小的全部都是一樣的..而且這樣一點點吃不飽的所以一定要吃2份lo~

只是價錢就很expensive....一碗要RM5.30=.="所以....

然後今天是沒有發生甚麼特別的事情拉..只是..我今天下午打電話去找一份工作...可能因為那個老板沒有男朋友的關係..所以脾氣很暴躁..很針對男生..pengzzz...我打電話去和他說華文因為給我他電話號碼的朋友說她會講華文的所以叫我用華文和她說..我就說"erm~你好..我是振豪我經過朋友的途徑知道您這裡要請員工對嗎?她直接回答我"sorry...can u said english i don't kw mandarin "><"我當場傻掉..ok算了..我就用英文和她說"erm..sorry miss i want find a stable job i kw about u company for my friend .....當我還沒有說完的時候她就好像很趕時間說"okokok~u send u resume for me "然後就.....直接掛掉~吊你的拜拜都不會講><"我哥哥也是氣到大蘭怕...

過後就算了...過了不久我接到一個電話..就好像我已經著火了這電話來好像給我多加一點火水.

是我一個朋友..他告訴我說最近我們學校有一位老師好像找事情一樣..私底下跑去找他關於"統考文憑"的事情..然後這老師想要知道幕後主腦是誰..當然誰都知道幾個學生怎麼可能想出寫信去投訴學校的..過後我朋友竟然告訴我KL的朋友說那個老師竟然說要報警...廳清楚老師用報警來恐嚇一個學生

甚麼愛的教育全部都是Bull shit!我還以為這老師很高尚...說到這事情讓我想起之前有一個甚麼董事的人打電話給我告訴我有關回去學校開會的事情..暈倒..他的語氣不象是很想和我們商量對策只是我們感覺很象是個"洪門宴"一樣..鬼才敢去..

因為我也沒有因為這事情煩惱了..說到底其實也是自己被騙才會合他們一起寫甚麼信去投訴的拉..haiz...

現在的我只是想要找一份好的工作或者繼續升學...關你甚麼統考成績..diu~垃圾~

當然這學校裡面還是有很多真心對我們好的老師不象一些"管理階層"的人好像只是為了利益在辦教學...

我後會的不是進這學校我在這學校很開心說真的我比較有興趣知道..那時候和我們班上收了那麼多验证费全部跑到哪去了？全部都给了那中国教授？不明白~没说明~算了。。过去的事情就让他过去

以后我有能力我还是一样会回馈母校的。。谢谢您华中

我后悔的只是为什么以前小学不好好读书。。。如果我好好读书我就可以进HS。。

现在才知道原来小学你走错一步。。。这一步的脚印就会陪着你走完你的读书生涯。。

所以~我现在已经想的很通了~~~~~什么统考验证~不用啦~拿了也没有用~而且现在是根本不可能拿。。。

所以我现在只想找一份工作拿点经验，过后就interview airline 如果还是不能就读书。

在这里要谢谢我的ahbi小姐~^^

我要改变我的人生！！！！我要主宰我自己的人生！！！！FUK Off!!!!

梦想成真的感触

2009-04-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

突然好像用华文打一篇部落格..

"追寻梦想的脚步"好多人现在都已经为自己的梦想的脚步走去..

而现在的我却感觉自己好像白活了19年...好像米饭虫一样..梦想是什么呢？对我来说好像根本就没有所谓的梦想可言..之前因为有上课所以自我催眠说因为我还在读书结果..时间过得太快了我好像把它捉着但发现已经来不及了..

3个月就这样过去了..........

小乌鸦都变大乌鸦了。。。

感觉自己还是一样useless...该怎么办？我问了ahshan她给我的意见是觉得我不读书难道要出来做工以后没有一张文凭我可以做什么?我想真的很有道理...读书...我就问到我可以读什么..ahshan告诉我每个人都一定有一个事情是自己喜欢的....我想了想...想了很久我终于知道自己喜欢什么东西了.......

玩><"

我现在想起来我好像最喜欢做的事物就是打onlinegames=.=拿be~~~

根本没有一个比较正常点的事物..有拉..喜欢那种卡通咯可爱的东西咯但是最喜欢的还是打game如果打game真的可以给我成为百万富翁我就发达了...

后来无聊的我想到干脆去读关于设计网络游戏或动画的college但是...读出来后我可以做什么lin

haiz.....开始迷茫...interview的失败+上现在每天没有事情做好像保安一样人家睡觉我在玩电脑人家醒来我在睡觉..有句话说"早起的鸟儿有虫吃"但是我就好像是虫。。因为"早起的虫儿被鸟吃"

觉得在这样一天过一天我会疯掉...

真的开始好羡慕zhenxian能够拥有自己的梦想能够开开心心的继续读书,在那么多朋友之中zhenxian可以说虽然小我一岁但我们之间好像以前到现在都没有什么秘密我亲眼看见他在我面前哭泣沮丧..后来看见他拿到malaysia airline interview的信的开心喜悦还记得那天你告诉我说你打算放弃继续读form6...我为你感到伤心...结果不到几分钟你姐姐就来电告诉你关于信的事情。。那时在raymond的店你突然抱我害我吓倒下=.="结果你告诉我你可以去interview了。。哈哈哈我们当时全部人都为你开心了起来后来还一起去庆祝。。。

好快...这些事情都是去年的事情..看见自己的朋友梦想成真我真的好开心..当然也希望自己能够梦想成真。。但是...我的梦想呢？？？？？我还没有看见...这几天都好后悔以前为什么不好好把书读好..以前的我只是每天想着一些sohai问题例如要怎样去追谁阿..还是放学后要去哪里玩之类的东西...花了父母一大笔钱....出来的我竟然是这样的。。。但是我觉得我长大的地方应该是在于感情方面吧..起码我现在不会和以前一样对一份感情都当成玩玩罢了..现在的我觉得我真的很幸福我真的知足了...sorry...其他女生byebye之前每天对着一大堆的女生都发现为什么自己的定义那么的好。。我竟然没有动摇到我对我现在女朋友的心果然是好鉴定阿。不像我的一个朋友...haiz....真的是为他女朋友感到伤心...什么都不知道....被骗的感觉很不好受的。。。。o~mi~tuo~fo~希望你快点恢复本性

好了。。好啰嗦今天的blog好长可能是因为用华文的关系吧所以就说得不停。。之前的朋友都说如果我用华文来说事情或是作事情一定可以做的很好。。因为我可以把树上的小鸟给骗下来=P

各位朋友们我希望大家都可以"梦想成真"

18.4.09 1st interview day

2009-04-18T11:51:00.000-07:00

AirAsia

haiz...today so sad.i early wake up just want go interview.so i and my inter excel classmate meat at Bukit Nanas venue at Renaissance Hotel..

today got many ppl come to interview cabin crew ..i think got 200plus person omg..

1st they pass our 1 pepar let me write about ourself..then later we want take the paper go to check our height and weight ...i 182cm and 80kg..so they like me very much...

interview want let our take our SPM..Resume..and many thing..
But..i not go exam SPM but other thing i all got and they oso think i can pass...

but...the girl saw all ask me " erm.sir ...where ur spm???"

i just got UEC only..>< the girl like want let me register so they call me wait and go ask his manager but ...their manager is malay=.=so like this...they don't let me register interview...
the manager talk with me said " sorry..we min SPM" pengz...walao~haiz..nvm la bc i kw this time is opening interview so will very hard ...and before my sir and teacher got tell me already...then afther i leave the hotel i go back my school bc sir call us go back meet with him...at 1pm so we go back... sir maybe kw i very sad about my 1st interview thing...so sir said " Ryan don't worry don't sad,my brithday at oct..i make sure and promise u before oct i will let u join airasia do cabin crew"then i just listen lo.. afther then sir wish me can do same part time job and want me improve my english ...he said if i can do it i make sure can do "kongshao(cabin crew)"he said airasia suka saya=.=" so i think i will find 1 part time job at KL and oso go back school continue my extra class.. haiz...today very sad and tired.... thx bibi ......^^"bibi so nice ya..kw today i very sad will msg me let me happy ...then kw i tired will let me rest ...bibi sorry...today not time msg u...sorry ya..thx u bibi... oso thx zhenxian i failed interview i call him zhenxian call me try my best at next time.. haiz..wish we can at airline together do work ya..take care my buddy.. oso want thx my family ...thx bro thx mum thx dad...i love u all...

Want go interview lo><

2009-04-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today,just me go class ahmao not follow me go ..said what sick =.=i think is lazy want to sleep just true..

so i go myself lo...today class just got 9person at class><

and i sit then i write about interview thing...got like down:

1.Read Announcement

2.catwalk

3Group Discussion ---sing or drama

4Answer the question

---what qualities you have?

---who is chairman of Air Asia

---what is your weakness

---what you have learned at inter-excel

pengzzzz....then i interview ofcouse very scare so said very ..............................................................

then miss chong just help me change i want to said for what about question

this saturday interview i will try my best..

the few day listen about my 1 friend thing..haiz..very sad..

i think he will change as soon as...

and i want said to 1 girl "let by gone be by gones"

ALL~~~if i can pass my interview~~~~hongshanshan treat ALL steaboat

=P at here i want thx my all friend teach my english thx all ..especially my ah ba bi(bibi)~.muackssss.......

4.11(yesterday)shopping day..

2009-04-12T04:40:00.001-07:00

wakaka..today want go saw movie de..but all slip like pig>

all 4pm just wake up=.="

then wait bro said today don't want go watch movie already said want go wangsa maju"JJ"buy thing ><

but i don't kw what is JJ then sis just tell me JJ mean Jusco=.=

pengzzz....i want go watch movie ...start i very sad but go there i very happy ya

so nice le~hahahaha maybe longtime not and bro go out together le so we go there buy many

we want eat thing..i and bro like drink kopi then we 1st buy thing ofcouse is kopi lo..wakaka

then next we buy many many thing got pic =P all nice thing le..hahahaha

then u all guess we buy all thing hw much=.=?? very expensive hor~~><"haha~

haha very happy today..

let me kw not need want go watch movie or go redbox just can play..

^^"wakaka.. i love u my bro~hehe

but night i very sad la><"bc i cannot go zhenxian hse party..><"haiz...

all buddy got go just me><"i very sorry..zhenxian..but i kw we will meet as soon as right?

want take care urself ya..muackss..my zhenxian tata~

my bibi very gud ya..kw my sad so got msg me console me..thx ya bibi..

wakaka very happy finally got my buddy come to saw my this blog already..wakakak..

THX ALL^^

what can i do?

2009-04-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

2009.4.10

10.40pm

wa~~ahmao today start working already><"omg~i haven find 1 job
so boring la.don't kw i can do what job..so i think i will follow ahmao go do PC fair thing war~
erm..i very sorry all my best friend ya..cannot go back BP this week
bc i want go interview already so i want plan something about me.
but i will go back as soon as ya..
today my ahbibi~go back liao =.="pengzzzzz....i want go back laT_T
song liao lo~2moro u all go party...i at KL hse eat mee><"
today i saw many about hongkong ghost thing...><"
if all ppl want saw moive give u all 1 website
www.ykedwin.blogspot.com
very nice this website..omg..today finally saw my chongyih online le..
haiz...i think i cannot everyday like this la...just eat slip and play game nothing to do..
like this i will carzy de la...aaaaaaaaaa....
who can help me T_T"wu~~~

take care all~><"

Give My Buddy---->>ZhenXian

2009-04-09T06:36:00.000-07:00

xian,i very sorry cannot go ur partyle. but ahshan will go back 2moro o .

haiz..so sad la..u want go there 1year~aiyo~if got free time want take "holidays" come back ya..

and u free u want write ur blog le..

today i will start write blog everyday oso will go saw u blog le~wakaka~touch bo~

hehe~so xian u at there want take care ur self i think u can do it bc this is u dream..

i very happy got u this best buddy..

i got many friend in my life got u raymond mingtack hansen chongyih and manymany..

but if want said buddy i think just got some only ..

so u oso in my buddy list le..before i very lazy bc u tell me many about u thing so i just can go study..

thx my zhenxian..

erm..then i think my english is very "gouligouli"but i kw u oso want my improve so i try my best use all my kw english word everyday write blog start today.but i think not ppl will come to saw de la =P

so..i at here said to u

"ZHENXIAN GAMBATE!!!!!!"

Gambate!

Gambate!!

Gambate!!!

Gambate!!!!

Gambate!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!!!!!!

Gambate!!!!!!!!!!!!

HappY New Year~

2009-01-01T06:51:00.000-08:00

哈哈..大家~~~HappyNewYear~~wakaka...1st said yesterday...哈哈..我和我的joyce~~~去吃雪糕哈哈..大家猜猜看3粒雪糕多少錢呢???RM34.00=.="暈倒的lo...很貴><"哈哈可是不用怕~哈哈哈因為我的joyce有那個voucher...哈哈所以最後只是吃RM14塊..哈哈過後我們就去阿毛家..haha...然後只有我和阿毛去游泳lo...哈哈因為~有人沒有衣服所以只可以在那邊看我們游..挖卡卡卡..=P
然後就回家準備和我哥哥姊姊還有我哥哥的朋友一起countdown 2009年!!!haha~興奮的lo..我們給我哥哥的朋友act sohai act到我們全部人笑到神經病然後還吃火鍋..一到2009年晚上12點正..全部人都好象神經一樣喊到大小聲..哈哈..就覺得很好笑..過後我還跟我哥哥朋友玩比賽抽牌看誰先抽到3號...因為hongshanshan(33)...輸的人要在陽台上喊"方珊珊我愛你"=.="結果他抽到..我輸了...然後我就說"因為我很想喊所以讓你贏得"哈哈哈哈哈...結果是真的很paise=.="全部人拿著電話照相機錄影看我怎樣喊=.="暈倒...過後就玩一個很好笑的遊戲...至於遊戲的內容erm...很簡單的拉...but i don't kw hw to said la..hehe...then loser want drink wine=.="then all ppl can drink la..just mine hongshanshan don't kw drink de ...but she lose 1game want drink ><"then juse litter only ><"then ....哈哈哈哈.....很醜....哈哈.....直接......暈....醉....最後還吐了...呵呵...傻傻的...但是還是很口愛的la....哈哈哈...
然後睡覺的時候還一直被我姊姊的妹妹打到=.=哈哈哈哈
很搞笑的^^"

wakaka~ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!

HappyNewYear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 4month Anniversary Day!!!

2008-12-30T08:33:00.000-08:00

haha~dear Happy 4month Anniversary Day!!!wakaka~very happy ya~u 12am call me wakaka~muacksss ...love u baby..year~2moro we want go KLCC eat the what what very expenive liao wakaka...damn happy nw ~hehe hongshanshan u don't badbad hor~bite u gouligouli~

今天的课程来了一个男生。。本来还很开心的我和阿毛因为觉得终于有一个空少来教的..哪里知道。。来的是个男生但是也=女生。。。大家知道应该是什么人了吧。。来了一样每个人自我介绍然后问问题我们回答。my english no gud><"but i can listen lo..so i kw what he said ya..kaka~
haha so funny la.

然后今天要回家的时候有个同班同学竟然帮我和阿毛买好mororia的车票=。=本来我是要回chowkit 的。。哪里知道他买titiwangsa的=.=晕倒。价钱当然是比较贵点。然后+上taxi费。。这一个月以来我终于发现KL并不是吃很贵而是交通费是非常的贵。。我几乎一天的交通费需要RM10多块><"+上吃。。。。。就！·—#￥*—！（*￥—*#￥—（*—！·#（*￥—！
所以要开始省钱了咯。。。。哈哈只是明天最后一天咯。。陪hongshanshan去吃一个超级无敌的"便宜"的雪糕><"一粒要RM2X块。。哈哈不过还好拉因为是和你hongshanshan一起去吃哦。。好了今天说到这里。。瓦卡卡。。。dear...快去睡觉拉。。看什么看。。。

还看><"

去睡觉!!!哈哈哈哈哈 =P muacksssss....gudnite and sweetdream^^"love u baby

hihi^^"

2008-12-29T08:02:00.001-08:00

i just open this blog o~=.=don't kw hw to use-,-"kaka
today mood very bad~bc got ppl bully hongshanshan..walao~why they can like this de..
very bad!!!she is girl girl a~if not i let her die 99 jibai~tulan...bully my hongshanshan
back u 印度la...got $ not need die a..if no song come ~i wait u all ...diu ~

hahaha~sorry~~~心情不是很理想所以说了很多~!@&*!@&*!&#(*&!#(*$
最近的我在学习讲英文可以算是还好拉。。哈哈哈哈
^^"paise ya~